Kylo Ren One Shots [Star Wars: The Force Awakens]

Broken Soul

Summary: Kylo Ren Is Assigned An Apprentice. Only For Her To Notice Something. She Can See Right Through Him.

It was late in the afternoon. (Y/N) approached General Hux's office to see her new master. Her hair was tied in a high ponytail and she was in the uniform they had given her. Her arms were crossed behind her back as she walked to the General's desk. There was a tall man in dark clothing and a metal helmet. Enough for her to see her reflection in the helmet.

"This is your new apprentice, her name is (Y/N) ." General hux laid back in his seat and and crossed his arms.

"A woman?.." The dark man's voice was a deformed tone. He sounded very displeased that she was a girl. Hux began to whisper in his ear.

"Snoke said she was force-sensitive and really well trained.".
She cleared her throat, grabbing their attention.

"My apologies Miss (L/N). Commander, please show (Y/N) to her room." Hux said while shuffling through her file on the desk. Kylo walked over to the metal door that opened. Before they could walk out, Hux stopped them

"Oh and (Y/N), you'll be sharing the quarters with the Commander.".
She turned over to her new master to see him clench his fist and walk out of the door.

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Your P.O.V
We arrived at his quarters the doors slid open to reveal the metal/concrete quarters. The kitchen and living room close to the entrance and the big window had no curtains because when the door was opened the window made up the majority of the wall that faced us. He pointed to a metal closed door next to an open door. That I asummed was his room. It was um.. very dark. I pushed a button that opened the door. I scanned the room. The bed has black satin sheets the only thing that seemed to be white was the comforter.

"Training starts tomorrow." He says behind me. I sat on my bed with nothing else to do. I began to think about why he insisted training tomorrow considering I already knew how to control it. Unsure if this was a good idea. I didn't even know how the guy looked like. Didn't even know if he was human. My thoughts continued to travel through my head. I stripped down my clothes and changed into a white laced nightgown.
I pulled the sheets over and laid in the middle of bed. Lying on my side. And with that I fell asleep.

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2 weeks later
I was still curious as to what he looked like. He wasn't very talkative all he had done so far especially living with him was just observe me. Sometimes I would feel him in my head which definitely bothered me. I pondered my thoughts as we walked through the hall. Master Ren took me to the training arena.
Same as usual like every other room. Black marble floors with metal walls. Their were 3 glass jars on the table.

"Levitate them." I heard him say.
I focused on the jars. All of them began to rapidly shake before it was lifted off the table.

"Hold it there... Alright now throw it." He kept his eyes on me. I sent the jars flying across the room and crashing against the hard metal. That made a clanking noise. I was just frustrated that we had to start with the basics because I already knew how to use it. It began to feel like something was scanning my thoughts. It was Master Ren.

"I just needed to see it for myself." He said. I broke the legs off the table using the force without looking at it. Which was me showing my frustration. My eyes still fixed on him.

"You've seen enough." I said while walking over to the large metal door which then closed on me before I can walk out. I turned arround and furrowed my eyebrows. He walked over to me.

"You shall not leave until you are dismissed. Have you forgotten I am your Master?".
I groaned. As soon as I did. I felt invisible hands being wrapped around my neck. I was pushed up against the door. I felt my face go completely numb and I was already gasping for air. I began to resist. I stared deeply on the slits of his mask where I assumed his eyes would be.

"Only monsters do this." I spat at him.
But I thought about what I said. I'm apart of the first order so what should I expect?
His face was inches close to mine.
I felt the hands starting to release its tight grip around my neck. He didn't take his gaze off me. I was watching his every move. Instead he held his hands up to the helmet. The mouth piece popped open and it made a deep hissing noise. I could feel the release of the air from the helmet on my face. He lifted it off his head. His hair fell down to his shoulders. It was black and curly. I resisted the urge of  wrapping it in my fingers. He was so beautiful..
I looked at his face just admiring every part of it. How toned his face was and how light pink his thin lips were. A scar ran down his face. From his eyebrow, down his nose, and down to his cheek. But his eyes.. His eyes caught my attention. His eyes were a soft hazel color.

"What about them?" I heard his normal voice say for the first time. His voice was deep and husky. I felt my body shake at the sound of it. I swallowed. I was too afraid of answering him to be honest.
He snickered, I can feel him reading me.
And I blocked him. I looked into his eyes for a long time. It was filled with pain and doubt. It was filled with darkness.

"You're not okay." I said as I moved to the side to escape the small space between me and him. I walked backwards to the middle part of the arena where I had just broken the table. He watched me.
His face showed no emotion. I began search through his head. I was only able to see some of his thoughts, but he blocked me out. I saw enough of his thoughts. He killed his father. A tear began to fall down my cheek and trail down to my lips. I can taste the salt in it. I shouldn't be crying especially infront of my Master.

"Get out of my head, you know NOTHING." He raised his voice at me.

"I know enough. You're in pain." I said barely in a whisper. I held my hand out to him and twisted it which made a cracking noise in my wrist. Master Ren came flying towards me. There he was just standing so close to me. I could see the veins in his neck popping out. He was angry.
He unlatched his lightsaber from his belt. And clicked a button that released the red glowing light. I could hear the buzzing of the sabre. He walked a bit closer to me and held it up to the side of my neck where my jugular was. A couple strands of my hair was singed off. The light gleaming on my skin.

"You. Know. Nothing." He said in between grunts. I put my hand on the hilt of the lightsaber and pushed it down to his side. I wrapped my arms around his torso. I buried my head in his chest and my hug began to tighten. I heard him sigh and the sound of the buzzing sabre stop. I looked down to see the glowing light no longer there. I felt his strong arms wrap around me tightly. He's beggining to shake. And with that I fell down to my knees along with him. He didn't let go of me. My back was arched in an upside down U. Because he was so tall his body was hovering over my fragile body. He laid his head on my shoulder. I could feel his silky hair on my skin. My eyes widened. At how soft he was... At how the most feared man in the galaxy was very fragile. He was just sad and lonely. He hasn't had anybody listen to him in years. My shoulder began to feel wet. I can hear him sniffle. I could hear the sounds of his cry.

"I shouldn't have done it." He says between a sob.
And we stayed like that.. I can feel the pain. Its overwhelming. And thats what the mystery was. He was just a boy with a broken soul.

I'm Debating Whether I Should Make A Part 2 Or Not Lol