Falling In Love With My Brothers Bestfriend

Chapter 2

Noah and Emma had not been an offical couple but everyone knew they had a thing it was just a matter of when they put a label on things.
I have no clue what me and Jackson are yet, I have liked him for awhile now and I don't know if I should just go ahead and tell him or wait. I know he likes me because Noah has told me but Noah thinks its best if Jackson makes moves on me and asks me out. I totally agree with him but I just want Jackson to be mine and only mine so that all the girls at school know not to go after him.

Noah and Emma had left my room just a little while ago assuming they went to Noahs room to do things that I don't even want to think about.
Finally me and Jackson are alone. I had finally given into him kissing my neck I had turned around and straddled him on the chair and we started having or make-out session which got more intense after we realized Noah and Emma had left the room.

I was actually really happy that this was happening but at the same time I was kinda scared because I didn't want to be a teen mom who would be a screw up in peoples eyes. It was just going a little to fast. "Jackson we aren't going to do anything we will regret in the future right?" Jackson had stopped making marks on my neck that will defently be noticeable in the morning and looked into my eyes and said "No baby girl I would never do anything to hurt you or us" "Okay I just felt that you were just going to use me for sex and then be done with me" As soon as I said that I regretted it because I could obviously see sadnees and anger in his eyes.

Jackson had been laying on top of me but since I said that we broke the connection we had and got up and turned his back towards me. I couldn't tell if he was mad or upset. So I got up and walked around so I could see his face.

When I walked around to see Jacksons face all red and tears running down it, it brought even more sadness to me and my eyes started to tear up.

I wiped the tears falling from Jacksons eyes and said "I am so sorry baby I didn't mean to say it. I knew it was wrong of me to say that. I have never thought of you to be that type of person it's just not many people that I have found attractive have felt the same way or the only thing they wanted from me was sex and I would say no to them and they would get mad. So it kinda makes me scared and insecure at the same time."
I couldn't believe how much I just opened up to him. It felt like it was getting awkward so I just looked down and played with my thumbs.

Until I felt Jacksons hands come under my chin and lift it up so he could see me. "I love everything about you Avery Williams the way you walk, the way you get nervous so you just look down and play with your thumbs, your laugh, your smile, how you look in the clothes you wear, how beautiful your hair smells, your eyes, everything about you. In my eyes there is not one thing wrong about you and I have always wanted to tell you this but I could never tell you because it didnt feel like the right time or I just didn't have the balls to do it. But here I am standing in your bedroom with you confessing my love for you."

As he kept speaking my jaw fell open little by little until it was all the way on the floor and I probably looked like the biggest idiot.

Jackson just stood there as I was staring at him for a good five to ten minutes before he leaned down and whispered in my ear "you better close that beautiful little mouth of yours before anything gets in it" after I realized what he meant I closed and I cleared my throught and said "Jackson I love you too. Noah always told me you liked me but I never believed him because I never thought it was actually possible for the guy I have liked forever to notice me and have the same feelings towards me."

He looked at me with love and lust in his amazing green/blue eyes and his pearly whites shinning bright.

He grabbed my waist with his big muscular arms and spun me around and kissed me. He had put me back down and we started kissing again but because of our hieght difference that was extremely noticeable I had to be on the tips of my toes to even reach his face.

We started having yet another make-out session in the middle of my room. I could feel him picking me up again and moving towards my bed and then I felt my legs hit the back of my bed and I feel back as Jackson walked over to lock the doors and he took off his shirt.
"Well damn I must be the luckiest girl alive to have this sexy guy in front me shirtless about to do things to me that probably have never been done before."

He just blushes and looks at me with those lust filled eyes and winks and lowers himself to my level of me on the bed and he is inbetween my legs and puts his head back on my neck leaving more marks that will have to be covered up along with the others in the morning. I finds my soft spot and little moan comes out of my lips and it turns him on because he groans.

I never thought that this would actually happen to me especially with Jackson. I am the happiest and most luckiest girl on the world right now.