Constellations

Chapter 3

Rosie POV:

After I showered I changed, and drove to the hospital. I love being out of school I don't have to worry about how I act, I can just be myself. I haven't seen Fay since yesterday and I miss her so much. I ran up to her room and barged in. I saw her looking pale as usual and wearing a bandanna. I instantly run over and hug her tightly. The only thing that mattered in this moment was her.

"Oh my gosh I missed you so much Fay," I said while sitting on her bed next to her.

"I missed you to," She said laying her head on my shoulder. Instantly I get really excited.

"We should have a wait for it.... Disney marathon!" I screamed excitedly laughing.

"Yes!" Fay instantly agreed.

"Wait I have to put my Frozen undies on!" I yelled running over to my purse then running to the bathroom. When I come out Fay is wearing Frozen pajamas. After putting the movie in I run over and sit next to Fay, sharing the blanket. But to be honest I kind of stole all of the blanket.

-15 min later-

I'm balling my eyes out dramatically. The parents just died, and Fay is comforting me while trying to hold in her laughs.

"I- It's so s-sad," I cry in Fays shoulder. The parents die, poor Elsa and Anna! Fay bursts out laughing, so I look over at her confused. Like why would my sister be laughing at me this is a big problem my favorite fictional parents just died.

"You're so dramatic Rosie. Are you on your period?" Fay giggled while asking.

"Haha no. Okay, maybe," I replied laughing. Fay went back to laughing and we look like maniacs in a hospital bed laying in weird positions being bipolar. One minute we were crying over a fictional death, and the next we were laughing.

-15 min later-

"Let it goo!" Fay and I scream and  sing together. I'm really surprised no nurses have come in complaining about our noise yet. I got off the bed and stand on a chair in the room singing into a hair brush. Fay and I dance while belting out the lyrics to Let It go. I start whipping my hair and Fay is laughing really hard. Suddenly the door opens and I half expected it to be a grumpy nurse, but instead it was a guy our age. He looked familiar, but I couldn't pinpoint it.  

He just stands there looking at us like we're crazy. Of course it's really quite and awkward now, and you only hear the song still going. We all just kind of glance back and forth at each other. The last let it go is about to happen and Fay and I look at each other sharing a look.

"Let It gooooo!" We both scream the lyrics one last time and burst out laughing. I'm literally on the floor dying while clutching a hair brush to my chest while Fay is holding her side because she's laughing so much. The guy joins in laughing. Once we all calm down Fay goes back to laying in her bed while the random guy sits in the chair next to her bed. Chair stealer. I just grab the blanket that ended up on the ground, and huddled under it.  I curled up in a ball like a small kid.

"Hi Dylan," Fay said. Oh so the kids name was Dylan. He still seems familiar.

"Hi, I was just checking in. Lucy is really excited to meet you," Dylan replied to Fay with a smile on his face.

"I'm really excited to meet her too. She sounds so nice!" Fay exclaimed.

"Yeah she is," Dylan responded with a sad smile.

"Oh, Dylan this is my sister Rosie. Rosie this is Dylan, his sister is in the hospital for leukemia," Fay said. She was giving me a look as if to say if you're not nice I'll kill you.

"Hi,  I'm sorry about your sister," I said while pulling the blanket off of me and standing up. I held my hand out for him to shake it.

"Thanks. You look really familiar," Dylan said shaking my hand.

"Yeah so do you. What school do you go too?" I ask him curiously.

"South Wood High school," he replied. Then it clicked, of course he's from school. I've seen him in the halls. I try to make it as casual as possible and not reply. I needed to get out of here but I don't want to be rude.

"Well it was great meeting you Dylan, but Fay I have a lot of homework. I need to get home, and do it. I'll see you tomorrow. Love you," I said while hugging Fay goodbye.

 I hurry out of the room after than; I scold myself for thinking that I can keep these two lives apart. Of course I can't why was I so stupid to not see that. Now he's going to go tell the whole school that I'm not who I say I am. I can imagine it now. All the sympathy, weird looks, being called a liar. I can't just, one day start being nice and conservative. 

I sigh at the thought of having to switch back to my cold hearted, blank expression look tomorrow, but I allow myself  to giggle at the though of how Fay and I looked while singing to Frozen. Maybe he'll forget about me. Oh gosh what if Fay and Dylan date. Oh my gosh Faylan! Ahh I start making weird noises and flapping my arms like a bird while jumping up and down. I'm literally fangirling in the middle of the parking lot.

 People probably think I'm on drugs but I don't really care. The thought of Faylan makes my heart tingle, ugh their just so cute! I couldn't help, but feel lonely though because I don't have anyone that I really like. Sure I like Jason, but he doesn't make me feel special. Gosh I'm so mean, I'm pretty much just using Jason for my own pleasure of feeling loved and looking popular. Well I guess it's part of the job I put on myself.

 When I get home I change and lay in my bed. Trying to fall asleep I couldn't help, but realize that moments like what happened today are reasons on why you try to stay alive. Even if it's only 5 minutes of singing Frozen with someone you love.