Dear Valerie, Our Beginning

Chapter 3: Dear Valerie,"About fucking time"

Her reaction was priceless. Didn't get a yes, nor did I get a no, but I knew for a fact that we were starting out as a couple, and I was the happiest little asshole ever. I never thought I would have ended up with that one girl in the class that didn't even talk to anyone and kept to herself. To be honest, I was just that one annoying kid that kept on walking around calling himself the best. (I am in-fact, the best. Embrace it, get used to it.) Even through everyone else calling me annoying and blowing me off, or thinking I'm annoying, Valerie never did. She embraced me for who I was, took me in and cared for me just like I cared for her. I decided I'd do the same. When she said what she did in response to me asking, I didn't know what to feel, other than happy of course. I got back onto my shift and I was just crazy happy. I was sitting there backstage smiling the entire night, and I was hoping she was smiling just as much from where she was. I can truthfully say that my life changed that night, and it all started from a "Hello". Well obviously, this was our start. We slowly progressed as a mature, but fun couple. Realized she was everything I needed, everything I wanted in a woman, even if I never really knew what I wanted. I only asked for a gamer, that likes foods that I do, and is also understanding. I got exactly that, but with emphasis on all of those things. Funny thing is though, I almost fucked up. Sure, it wasn't entirely my fault that I was the way I was. I grew up trying to make friends, and I ended up being hated in return, but it was understandable. I was truly annoying as a child, but it was all in good places, where it counted. I knew deep down in my heart that despite the pain I went through as a child, I wanted to make friends, and I didn't want to be alone anymore. So back to it, yeah I almost fucked up. I used to regret it every day, because being with her was such a wonderful feeling, one unlike any other, and I almost missed out on something that special. 

Dear Valerie,

You're amazing, I guess it was about fucking time.