Our Story (CaKe) (Cara Delevingne and Kendall Jenner)

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Kendall Pov

We were sitting in the car that brought us to the shopping street and I was kind of nervous. Afraid that cannot control myself but you know, it is not impossible isn't it? I mean it's not like I don't have myself in hand. Cara just thinks she is so hot and that everybody falls for her but I don't.

I don't...

I mean look at her, singing along with the music and smiling so big and careless. She looked at me and blew a kiss. I looked away because I knew my face would give away that I want to kiss her.

'Everything alright Kenny?' She asked and she softly placed her hand on my bare thigh. I shivered and I looked at her mad because she doesn't mean her question. She just plays a game with me.

'Don't call me that, it's a name for a man.' I said sour and my eyes narrowed and I'm pretty certain that I looked like grumpy cat.

'Sure thing Kevin.'

...

'Dork.' And we laughed because I can't stay mad at her and it was actually funny. It was a really sunny day and we were surrounded by fans and don't get me wrong I love these people. They are sweet, give you hugs, cry because of you. But sometimes it's just so much. Some people don't understand privacy and are too clingy. Maybe it's just me you know, because Cara is really patient and gives almost every fan the time to take a picture. She even asks them questions.

I witnessed how she was so caring, I watched how she smoothly moved between them and left them satisfied as she came back to me. I stared at her and even though I don't want to admit it, she was very sweet. I don't think I know a lot of people who are as good as her and I think that is something beautiful.

'What?' She asked innocent as we walked into the Gucci store were the fans can't get in. You know because the people who work there think they are so much better even though they still just try to sell clothes.

'Nothing... You're just really kind to them.' And in some kind of way it made her chuckle. It sounded a bit mean, it sounded like I think she is just a rude person.

'Aren't you?'

'Not always, I find it exhausting sometimes.' She nodded and it seemed like she understands. She told me how she likes to make them feel better and it made me feel warm inside. There were a lot of beautiful clothes inside but I didn't really look at them, I watched how Cara walked around and touched all the fabrics. She walks slow but with a determinate pase. You could see that she doesn't care and some people would say that it's bitchy.

But there was something soft in it.

Like, how she steps aside for old people and she doesn't have that judging face which I have. What made me feel ashamed now.

'I hate this shop.' She suddenly said a little bit too loud. Some heads turned towards her but she didn't seem to notice it. In the inside I was laughing my ass of but my eyes just widened and I pushed her out of the store.

'Oh come on Kenny. Don't pretend that you haven't seen the most of it already.' I was silent a little bit ashamed but amused by her. She was right though. Not that I was going to give her that pleasure.

'I find it boring, the clothes are all the same. The people there are full of themself because they have sunglasses of thousand dollars.' We walked towards an ice-cream shop as if we both knew what the other one wanted.

'Oh so you don't wear sunglasses of thousand dollars?' I laughed and she playfully pushed me with her shoulder and I would be lying if I said I don't like the touch of her skin.

'Only if I have to.'

The cute little smile that lingered on her face wanted me to grab her and kiss her very bad. The thought of it takes so much energy fom me because I know I can't be like this. But I catch myself caring less and less...

She took my hand again, not firmly but loose. Just or fingers touching, attached to each other and I don't want to let go.

'I like you Kendall.' My heart stopped.

'I like you too.'

I don't know if we just admitted our feelings towards each other or just told each other that we like time. It doesn't matter anyway I guess.

'I would like an orea ice-cream and a lemon one for the princess.' I gigled because of the nickname she gave me and it shocked me that she even knew what kind of ice-cream I like. She was pacing around the shop whispering some lyrics of a song, wandering in her own world.

'Okay, so tell me your favorite movie.'

'That's a really stupid question.' I said and laughed.

'You are stupid.'

'You got me there...Okay my favorite movie is ...Moulin Rouge, definetly.'

'Oh yeah, I have seen it. It's good.' She looked really loving in the dim light. It was getting darker and there was a weird atmosphere in the ice-cream shop.

'And your favorite movie?' I asked her but it seemed like she drifted of again. But when she felt that I was staring at her, she looked in my eyes and we stared at each other like this for a couple of minutes. My body started going forward but the table we were sitting at blocked us. I needed to lift my weight onto my hands and her face came closer and closer.
I closed my eyes but I didn't feel her lips. She scooted backwards and grabbed my face softly when she was in an 'not kissable position.'

'I don't want you to this.' She whispered with a weak smile.

'I'm so sorry.' I said, feeling so ashamed of what I was about to do and I tried to take my purse and run away but she stopped me while she gigled.
'No, don't be sorry I don't mean it like that.'
I looked at her and I'm sure she thought of me as a weak organism. How I sat there on the verge of crying.
'If I kiss you, we have to have sex because that was the bet remember.'
It made me angry that she laughed with it, like it doesn't mean a thing.

'I don't want your first time to be forced like that.'

My mouth opened a few inches.

'That's ... Really sweet.' I said, looking at the ground and then at her again.

'And I really want to go to Thailand with you.' She took my hands and pulled me out the ice-cream shop. I smiled at her and I swear that I wasnever so happy before. It was dark but hot outside and Cara looked so wild in her black jeans and shirt. Running around on her black all stars while holding my hands but I let go of her when she jumped on a car and the alarm went of.

'God damnit Cara.' I pulled her with me and she was shouting at me.

'Run Kenny.' and shrieks escaped from her troat. We tried to catch our breath after I pulled her into an alley. She looked at me playfully.

'Can I still kiss you and go to Thailand with you.'  She asked with a cocky smile like that one emoji.

'I will decide that after the kiss?' And I smiled as I crashed my lips on hers.

Kendall you are in trouble