Hello my beautiful aliens I'm sorry for not updating for a long time ive been a bit ughhhh lately so I'll try to update more frequently? And OH MY ALIEN GOD WE ARE ALMOST AT 1K READS ON THIS STORY!!! IT LITERALLY TOOK ME 30 MINS TO FIND THAT SONG.
Will's pov
*play song now*
And she lays down on her bedroom floor
The chemicals that make her laugh
Don't seem to be working anymore
My mum ella she's been depressed for a while now, and her anti-depressants were helping but now,there not.
She tries her best, but it hurts her chest
My mom tries to laugh and have fun with be and my sister but it hurts her both emotionally and physically, but she tries to fight back her post-natal depression but it hurts her.
And even though her sun is gone
She'd like to love her child nevertheless
Her "sun" or happiness is gone she still wants to love us.
My hair is brown, she's scared to touch
She's like a robot because of her post-natal depression because when she touches me she fells no emotion
And she just wants to feel something
And I don't think that's asking for too much
My mom she wants to fell love for me but she can't. But I "Don't think that asking for too much"
And when I go to sleep it's when she begins to weep
When i'm away sleeping she feels like to break down and cry.
She's appalled by not loving me at all
My mom can't love me due to her depression
She wears a frown and dressing gown
When she lays down
She always feels sad when she sleeps
We got a plane, going to see my dad again
My dad is always at shows so we visit him once and a while
She prayed that we fell from the sky
Simply to alleviate the pain
She wished that we can crash due to depression and pain she wants to die
Over the water, hmm
Over terrain
The engines all go bust, we turned to dust
And I've no reason to complain, yeah
And in the end, she chose cocaine
But it couldn't fix her brain
My mom did drugs but it didn't fix her depression like she thought it would
She's appalled oh she doesn't love me at all
She wants to love me but she can't at all
She wears a frown and dressing gown
When she lays down
She goes to bed sad each night
I had depression also, I always got bullied at school. Which did not help me with my Self-esteem at all. I am gay, I met a guy named Jorden Bayani Hinojasa he had an older sister named Stacy Bayani Graser. She was married to Zachary Graser Bee, and may I say his parents are only 29. I'm 20 year old. Me and Jorden are best friends but when we were freinds for a year I developed fellings for him. He told me he loved me and I did to.
That was it
Hello my beautiful aliens I know im sorry I haven't focused on this story much I will post a story for this one and my other story about heyimbee and yes THANK YOU IF YOUR READING THIS CAUSE THEN I'LL KNOW U HAVEN'T LEFT ME:):):):)
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