(this Is all in grasers p.o.v)
You were easy on my eyes.
She was so beautiful.
You were heavy on my heart.
She was so beautiful, yet she was the
one causing my heart to shatter.
I never thought I'd live to see today.
I was so hurt by her, I'm still suprised I'm still here.
You're still in my mind
but not in my chest.
I think about her, I don't love her the way I used to.
I'm a little worn out
Since you fucking tore me down.
She broke me, and now thats its all over. I'm tired of it.
You made me believe we had something, I guess that I was wrong.
She lied to me, but I just miss her so much.
I thought I would be numb to this by now.
I guess I was wrong.
Why am I even hurt by this? I've been threw it many times.
I miss you like the summer.
The summer used to be fun for me, late nights, waking up late but without her I'm cold.
Right now I think I need you here,
But I don't really need you.
I wanna be with her but I know the only reason why I wanna b with her is because I'm sad.
I'll get through the winter without you.
I'll get over this coldness myself.
Stick with me or don't stick around at all.
Either be with me or just leave.
I was the who was to scared and ran away. I was the glue that never dried.
I never settled anywhere with life.
You were the girl that made up her mind and left me all alone to die.
I went on my personal journeys, she made the decision to leave me in the most depressed time in my life.
............
I'll sit on my basement floor, Turn off all the lights and try to not think about you, just know that when I'm down there I'll know that I wont be running through your mind.
I sat alone in the dark, trying not to think about her. I know she won't be thinking of me.HELLO ITS BEEN A LOOOOOOONG TIME. IVE MISSED U.
LET me tell u what happened
Me I did not know what to write about, and I was starting school and it was difficult for me in the begging so I didnt have time to write. And plus my wattpad wasent working most of the time I had time to write. BUT ITS FINIALLY WORKING NOWOW YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYY.
U probably didnt miss me or my writing anyway. BUT EHEWJ.
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