Time After Time

Rain on me

As I walked through the storm I couldn't help but let my mind wander. My world was slowly falling apart, but he was still there for me. I thought about him often and even now as I walk alone in the rain I want him here. I told him that I wouldn't be seeing him anytime soon that I just needed some time. I looked up from the cracked sidewalk that looked strangely familiar. I had walked to his house, why was I there? I guess I needed him more then I thought. I slowly walked up to his door and knocked gently. I was sopping wet and I was ten seconds away from crying, but I needed him. He answered the door and the second I saw him the tears started falling.He pulled me close to him and he held me while I cried, he let the rain get into his apartment-that would be ours soon- and he just held me. There was nothing to it, I needed him and he was there for me. He was the best part of my life, my mom had just passed away and I was a wreck.Since eighth grade he has been there, holding me making me smile. I was so lucky to have him," baby, your getting wet. Can we move inside?" he kissed my head and pulled me into the house closing the door behind us,"I have some of your cloths in our room if you want to change, I will even run a bath for you," I looked up at him and smiled as best I could," I would love that" He walked away to go to our room and I followed him. He gave me a tee-shirt that was not mine but his so it smelled like him. He was sweet like that he knew what I needed," I will be right I am going to run a bath okay?" I smiled a bit better this time and lifted his shirt up to my face to smell it," You are so damn cute baby girl,"

     I couldn't help the blush that crept up my face, he was always trying to make me smile and blush and he was good at it too. He walked into the bathroom and I could hear the water running," do you want bubbles and such or no?" "Bubbles please," I had a thing for the bubbles, I loved for him to see me but I loved how he looked when he was so close to seeing me but it was just a touch away,"Come on baby. Your bath is ready," I walked into the bathroom and started to undress taking my time peeling the wet clothing off my body. The water looked so inviting and he even lit some candles for me, he had such a big heart. When I was finally undressed I walked over to him kissed his cheek said,"Thank you my love," and climbed into the tub. I sighed as the warm water touched my clod skin it was perfect, as always. He some how always knew what I needed. I looked up at him and smiled, it was one of my bright smiles that I saved just for him,"Thank you Joey, it feels amazing," He smiled right back at me and knelt down by the tub. He looked around for a second and found a soft purple wash cloth,"would you like me to do it for you baby girl?" I nodded and his hand vanished under the water and as we picked it up again his hand grazed over my thigh making me sigh. His touch was toxic but I loved it and craved it,"Sit forward baby," i did as I was told and his hands started to slowly move the washcloth gently around my back pushing harder when he got to my shoulders to try and get the knots out. Finally I couldn't take it anymore," There is enough room in here for two you know that right?" I could feel his smile even though I couldn't see it. The washcloth fell into the water and he stood up and started to undress. When his pants I couldn't help but gasp. Was it just me or had he gotten bigger? No it had to just be me, we just hadn't made love in a long time that was all. I stood up in order for him to climb in behind me, when I sat back down between his legs I felt safe and warmer and happier.