the struggles of being a kpop fan

see you soon hopefully

hi guys.

ive been trying to do this for a very long time, and ive never had the guts to do it, but here i go. this website has made me very happy, and talking with the people ive met on here has made me feel good about myself for once, but this all comes with a toll.

because im always worrying about keeping up this account, along with such on other sites, ive slumped in so many other fields. my grades have gone down, my stress has gone up, and my patience is wearing thin.

i think it's best for me to take a break for god knows how long, but ill be back eventually. i want to discipline myself for once. every night i tell myself, "this is the night where i buckle down and get my act together," but of course, this is never what actually happens. i need to get better and learn to buckle down and get to business, and once i have that down, ill return. im not exactly sure that'll be, nor can i give you a rough time frame.

sorry for those of you if concerns, but i need to do this in order to better myself.

thank you, love you, and see you soon

xx tal