Psycho! (Phan)

Chapter three

After I'd had my slight breakdown I went to my room. Not the room Dan and I shared... My room. The room where I film my videos, the room with the multi coloured bed sheets and the lions everywhere. I lay down on the bed defeated. Dan was in jail. Or at least was going to be, he needed a trial first. I sighed. I refused to cry again though. "Where are you Dan?"I whispered helplessly. Suddenly my phone rang. I walked to the other room and answered it. "Hello?"I said. "Phil! Phil it's me!" I heard dans voice shout over the phone. "D-Dan!" I shouted. "Look Phil, I'm in the police station, I'm not far. Because I haven't had a trial I still have visitation rights," he said calmly. "O-okay, I-I'll be over soon!" I stuttered. "Phil, visiting starts tomorrow at ten,"he replied. "R-really? So I can't see you now..."I said dissapointed. "No. I'm sorry lion,"he said. I smiled slightly hearing him call me that. "Okay... I'll be over then," I said. He hung up and I sighed. Just hearing his voice was good enough for now. I decided to make a video, I needed to. So I set everything up and sat on Dan's bed. "Hey guys, so I assume that if you are in the UK you've already heard the news... Dan's been arrested..." I said taking a deep breath. "They think that he's killed a lot of people... B-but the real reason I made this video was... W-well... This is my room,"I said gesturing to Dan and mines room. "We share it. And this is my bed, we share that too..." I bit my lip. I'd tried to make these videos before... None of them worked out. "Ugh never mind!"I shouted and pushes my camera off the tripod. I'd given up. "N-no!"I shouted at myself and then bit my lip. I couldn't give up, I had to. I put the camera back I the tripod and took another deep breath. I waved to the camera and put on a fake smile. "Hi guys! So, I actually have a few things to talk about in this video... Firstly, if you're in the UK you've probably already saw on the news... Dan's been arrested..." I said as my voice cracked. The smile faded and I looked down. "Th-the police think he's killed a lot of people... Chris... PJ... Louise... And more,"I chocked out before breaking down. I know I killed them, I know why but... But I guess I regretted it... I wiped my eyes with my arm and sniffles before continuing. "I don't know what's going to happen to him, he'll most likely be sent to jail but I haven't s-seen him in about a d-day or so..." I said and looked straight into the camera. "I miss him..."I said. "B-but, I have good news I guess... This is my room. Well, technically it's Dans room but it's mine too,"I stuttered and remembered all the times we had just lay here on the bed talking, laughing and enjoying each other's company. That might not happen again. "Look, I'm j-just going to come out and say i-it... I love Dan. I-I guess Dan loves me too..."I whispered. I wiped my eyes again and did my outro before turning of the camera. I walked over to Dan's wardrobe and pulled out on of his jumpers. I pulled it over my head and curled up in a ball on the bed. The smell of Dan resonating from the jumper. That's how I fell asleep. Without Dan.
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Sorry for super short chapter, I didn't really have any ideas for this one but yeah.

Good bye.