Ummm so... I think I'm sick((accidental Icon For Hire reference)), like, really sick. I don't want to get out of bed in the morning((I know that's normal but I kinda just lie there contemplating how useless my existence is)), I don't want to eat as much and my stomach has kinda reacted to that and I'm not hungry very often, I can't really decipher individual thoughts, the all kinda crash into one big ball of confusion and desperation, my mind is constantly clouded, I'm only really 'okay' for a while and then it's just like "Oh, you're happy, fuck that shit you don't deserve that" and I get given a huge wave of just confusion, sadness, anger, hatred, uselessness, selfishness, dare I even say depression.
I think I've been sick for a while too, I'm really scared I'm gonna die though, sometimes it all just gets too much and I feel so fucking useless and worthless.
I'm really sorry for talking about this I just really want you to know if I stop updating completely and I'm not back in any of my stories, please don't be mad at me. Also, don't worry about me either, I just thought I'd better give you guys a heads-up.
So as always
Good bye!
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Psycho! (Phan)
Fanfiction(This is a phanfic that contains mild smut. You were warned) Dan Howell and Phil Lester are two average youtubers. Well, at least that's what we all think. Various murders are being committed in London where the two boys live, their closest friends...
