I don't know who to pick~N.G, J.G

Part 10

I woke up next with Mahogany's arms wrapped around my waist and I thought about last night, I know I must seem like a total slut or whatever but I truly do have feelings for Jack, but at the same time whenever I look at Nash I feel a feeling in the bottom of my stomach and I know I still have feelings for him.

The day we hooked up was both of our first times and it was really awkward but amazing at the same time. It didn't help that big mouth Taylor walked in straight after and decided to tell everyone...

~Flashback~

''You slept with my cousin?? The one thing I ask you not to do specifically and you do it?!?!' Aaron shouted, I didn't know what the big deal was, I was going to loose my viginity anyway, it may as well be with someone I have genuine feelings for.

'Look dude I'm sorry but it's not like you're her Dad, you're just her cousin and you know that out of everyone I'm the better person for her to sleep with.'

'What is that supposed to mean?' I said.

'Well out of everyone, it's better that you slept with me.'

'Who said I was going to sleep with anyone in the first place?' I said. My voice was getting louder now and all the boys were now in the room watching us.

'I think we all know you would.' He whispered.

'What the fuck did you just say?!'

'Looks like you heard me....'

'Fuck you.' I said and ran out.

~end of flashback~

I looked around my cousin's home and saw everyone lying on the floor or on the sofa. It suddenly hit me that this could be the last time we're all together, as they all have their own, successful lives, and then there's me, a girl that is doing everything she can to avoid university when she know that it's the best thing for her to do. My aunt seems to think that my sudden refusal to continue my education is because I never really have a teenage rebellion. I mean, I did have a life, it wasn't just me by myself all the time and I did used to get in trouble at school sometimes,but my education never ever suffered. I never skipped school everyday to smoke weed or I never used to run away from home. I do exaggerate the fact that I didn't have a life, because I did but I spent so much of my time studying for tests that I did miss a lot of my childhood.

I must have been thinking for a long time because by the time I was finished everyone was awake and on their phones.

'Guys, why don't we go to the beach? All together. No arguments, no awkwardness, just us together for maybe the last time, what you say?'

Everyone looked up at me and smiled. I took that as a yes.

'Okay, everyone get ready meet back her in an hour. Go!'

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