Sky Full Of Stars >> H.S

Chapter 8

Later that night, I sit on my bed and look up to the ceiling just thinking of everything. I think about when Harry joined our school, when the accident happened, my texts with Harry, the talk we had on that beautiful warm day, about when Zack he joined our school and his warm words. I just reconsider everything. I open my diary which I haven't written in it since ages ago, I look at the pages I've written and the last date was in 2012; which was like 4 years ago. The nice thing that I remember when I used to write in my diary is when I want to forgot about something or someone is that I used to write everything I felt and just flip the page and by that.... everything I felt for that something or someone is flown away. I used to feel good about it. I think for a second about writing my feelings for Harry down and flipping the page but I can't. I need some time until I can flip the page of my feelings towards him. Maybe Zack is the one who'll drag me out of this, who knows.....

● 6:30 a.m. :
I wake up because of my phone; it was ringing and maybe it's the 3rd time it does. I directly answer and a warm loving voice starts to talk. It sounds so beautiful I didn't want it to stop, and then I realized that it was Harry. The conversation went like this:

- Morning sunshine. I'm sorry to wake you up but I need to talk to you...Ave.

- Look Harry I just woke up and I don't want problems to start my day with. My day will be bugged by you so spare me at least for this morning.

-Ave... look I'm not gonna make fun of you or make jokes I just wanna talk.

- With me? Why? You've got Makayla and your football buddies.

- Ave... I... want someone who's ...uhm... loyal, true and can keep secrets.

- Oh now it's me?! *I say it in a sarcastic*

- Damn it! I can't believe I thought you'd listen

In this moment, when he was about to hang up, I realized that he's serious and he really needs someone. So I said:

-      Harry wait! I'm sorry... uhm.. I'm not used to you talking with me like that... it's kinda weird.

-      Okay... I don't blame you.

-      So what's wrong?

-      It's just ... (his voice cracks) my parents... they're getting divorced..

-      What? But why?

-      Wait till you hear the best part. I'm gonna be sent to a boarding school and it's in Austria with my mom.... I need... you... your help. (he fixes it )

The time he said that, I felt numb. My fingers and my whole body just froze.

-      Harry. What can I do for you?

-      I don't know I just felt I'd feel good when I tell you but that didn't change anything. Just don't ... don't tell anyone. Later.

-      Harr....

He hangs up. I try to consider everything especially if I should help him or not.

My P.O.V:

He has made me cry thousands of times, he has made me feel bad about my body many times, he almost caused my death, and he made me feel frustrated and stressed millions of times. Should I forgive him and just turn the page and help him? I guess it's time. I need to be there for him he needs me. Just be a better person Avery. But I can't. He wasn't there when I needed him. I won't be there for him. He caused me all those scars. Because of him my heart suffered loads of times. I need to teach him a lesson.

Harry's P.O.V:

I have made her suffer many times. She won't forgive me I know it. I shouldn't have called her. But I need her more than anyone. She is the only medicine I need right now. I have to nag on her to forgive me. But maybe she has forgiven me. Who knows? Maybe she felt bad for what's happening to me. Besides, she wouldn't want me to go away. It's obvious she likes me and not that clown Zack. But maybe, I have lost her forever as girlfriend... But maybe, I haven't lost her as a friend... I won't give up on her easily.

● Avery:

I couldn't sleep after his call so I just got dressed up and went out for a walk. I didn't have any class that morning so I went to get Starbucks. For my surprise, someone else was having trouble sleeping. Harry was there sitting and drinking his coffee. Maybe this is his 3rd cup. He looks terrible. His hair is all messed up and he's wearing sweats and his eyes are all red. I wanted to go to talk to him but I said I want to teach him a lesson. Suddeenly, he looks around and he spots me and just stares waiting for me to come. I turn my face and walk to the door. I was walking fast and suddenly I feel his arm pressing on mine and he turns me to face his face. He says: " Avery, please please I need you. Avery I'm .... I'm begging you". He kneels and starts crying: "I'm ... begging ... you Ave. I'm sorry for every... everything. Please... I need you."

Me: "Harry please, stand up"

-      I won't until you forgive me. 

-      Harry please stand up and stop crying." I say while my tear sheds down my cheek.

Then, he stands and wipes it with his finger and says: " I don't want you shed a single tear because of me or anyone." And he holds me in his arms. I feel eternity when he does that. I feel that we're infinity and I hug him tight and we both cry. We kept hugging until Zack came in the shop and I directly let go. Zack comes and talks to me while staring at harry:

-      I've been calling you since seven o'clock were have you been?

-      I went on a walk and came to get Starbucks.

-      Oh really?

-      Yea...

Harry says out of nowhere: "When do you give a shit where she goes and what she does? You've known her only for a day".

Zack looks at me and hugs me with one hand and Harry's facial expressions change to shock and he looks at me. Then, Zack says: "Maybe I've known her for a day but at least I care about her, her feelings, and I take care of her and worry about her unlike some people who have known her for months."

-      Harry: "What do you mean you mother.... You creep?"

-      Zack: You exactly know about what I'm talking.

-      Shut it you ....

I place my hand on Harry's mouth and he settles down and I say: "Stop it you two! Oh god! C'mon Zack."

Harry looks at me with his eyes all popped out. I just turn my face and walk away with Zack. Zack and I outside the shop and went to his car off to school. We didn't talk the whole road each of us thinking. You know the most difficult thing is you have a chance to be with the one you want so bad but you don't want to lose the only person who cares about you.

Thank you guys for reading <3 I'm sorry for the late update but I had finals. Please vote and comment! All the love <3