Suicidal letters

Chapter 2

Today I was was watching all the people around me and watching their facial expressions, they are all different.
Each one of us has a face we put on that people see, but then we get home or whereever they are alone,take off the fake face and shows their true selves. Some people hide their depression, and by letting it out they do self harm. I am sad to say I am a victim of self harm. People ask me does it hurt?,why do you do that?, or even how do you feel after it while doing it? My answer to them is "I don't feel it after a while l, I have done it so many times my arm doesn't have feeling", "I do it because I feel un wanted and i suffer from depression and it controls me" and "I feel relieved and like all my anger is away, but I look down at the blood on the floor and the cuts on my wrist and think to my self what have I done"
Dear Taylor,
Don't hide yourself from the world, be the person you need to be. Taylor don't use your wrist as a canvas or the blade as a paintbrush, you are way more, don't cut because your mad or depressed. I have one thing for you, keep going no matter who or what stands in your way
Love your sucidal self,
Taylor