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Øne: Pills

Øne: Pills
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Tyler gently pressed the keys down on the piano one by one till he reached the end. He sighed. His head started to hurt again. He slowly lifted him self up off the stool and hobbled up the basement stairs to the kitchen.

The house was empty, he had it all to himself and could do whatever he wanted, but all he felt like doing was napping. He knew the headache would just get worse if he didn't take any pills, so he stopped in front of a cabinet and took out the medicine.

Sometimes Tyler thought about over dosing, it could be a quick way to end his life. Actually, Tyler thought about it a lot, suicide in general. He knew he needed help but he didn't want to say anything about it, his piano was helping him anyways.

He walked to his room to lie down and close his eyes. The minute he shut them, the voices began.

Quickly becoming louder and louder and louder, staying still on the cold sheets that covered his bed until he opened his eyes to find the voices gone.

He shoot up, glancing around the room, searching for something.

The pills.

They sat on the dresser across the room. Tyler ran to them without hesitating, grabbed them and ran to the bathroom down the hall. He locked the door before lifting the container of colourful pills to his mouth, and tilted his head back, letting them fall onto his tongue.

When he rested his head after swallowing most of them dry, the first thing he saw in the mirror was his eyes. They looked gloomy and almost grey, kind of bloodshot around the edges from lack of sleep.

Then he watched the tears roll down his face, after realizing what he'd just done.
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Hey guys I'm finally writing a Jøshler fic! First one so sorry if it's horrible. First chapter was pretty short to sorry, maybe next chapter will be better.