He's The One

Chapter 12- Goodbye...

Kelly's POV

Hhmm... Take a deep breath Kelly, everything's gonna be alright... No! Its not alright!!! I need to talk to John, right NOW!!! I said to myself.

I'm walking going to John's house, I knocked so LOUD!

KNOCK KNOCK!!!

John: What's the problem baby? Did somebody hurt you?

My tears started to fall and I'm speechless, I'm biting my lips because of my anger.

Yes, somebody hurted me. I can still feel the pain. Until now, it hurts so much John... I said while I'm crying.

John: Who hurted you? Tell me.

It's a boy, my bestfriend caught him kissing with her ex girlfriend... I said.

John: Why are you in pain? Do you love that guy?

Yes.. Very much.. I said.

John: I thought you love me Kelly? Who's that boy?

Hmmm... I was speechless.

John: Tell me!

I was frightened a little bit when he shouted at me..

It's you... John. I said.

John: What?!

Jenna caught you and Kendra kissing.. I said.

John: Tell me you don't believe it.. Tell me..

I believe my bestfriend John.. I said.

John: I can explain..

No explanations John! I said while crying.

John: Kelly...

I wish you told me from the start, that you were gonna break my heart... I said while trying to stop my tears.

John: It's not true Kelly.

You think I'm gonna believe you? Freaking cheater! I shouted.

John: Kelly, stop crying. I don't want to see you sad.. I love you..

I trusted you. But now, your words mean nothing to me. Cause your actions spoke the truth... I said.

John: It's not what you're thinking Kelly..

I wish it's not the truth, but it is. I said.

John: Please dont give up your love for me Kelly..

I love you John, but now I LOVED you. There's ED in the end of the word love, because my feeling is already gone... I said.

John: Kelly, I'm so sorry.. I can't live without you in my heart.

I'm not a perfet girl. I'll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid stuff, and then take it back. But all that aside, you'll never find a girl who loves you more than me.. Goodbye John. We're through! I said.

John: Kelly! Dont go! I love you!

It's too late John... I said while leaving John's house..

John: I love you!

John said that while his rejecting me to leave and hold my hand.

John! Just, stop! You love me? I asked.

John: Yes, very much Kelly. Tell me that you love me too..

You want me to tell you my true feelings today? Okay, I'll tell it to you straight! I HATE YOU! I shouted and left.

John: Kelly, baby..

Thanks.. For the 1 month, 2 days, 5 hours, 30 minutes and 4 seconds.. Goodbye... I said.

I admit.. I regret what I said, I still love John. Very much. But it's the right thing to do...

Next day...

It's already 1 in the afternoon! I can't believe I slept that long, when I looked at the mirror, I saw my eyes, they're red! I'm still crying inside. My chest, it's so red.. I wanna go at Jenna's house. She's the only one I can talk to.

Knock knock!

Hey Jenna.. I said.

Jenna: Hi

So, what's up? I asked.

Jenna: Nothing. Woah! How about you, is that how you move on?

I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong, pretend like everything's alright, act like it's all perfect, even though inside it really hurts... I said.

Jenna: Don't worry... I'll support you. That's what bestfriends are for.

Thanks Jenna.. I can't believe he would do that? I said.

Jenna: Please.. Don't think about him. It's time to rest your eyes!

Hahahahaha! I laughed.

Jenna: Wanna do something?

I don't know. I said.

Then Jenna looked at me and she raised her eyebrows twice, I know what she's thinking.

Jenna: Let's go...

Shopping!!! We both shouted.

I knew it was shopping! Shopping is LIFE!!! But, food too... I'll try to move on, cause the hardest thing to do is to move on and letting go of what you thought was real...