Hogwarts imagines

Fred Weasley

Warning: self harm is in this chapter please do not read if triggered easily

Your P.O.V

I sighed to myself again, I'm never going to get asked to the Yule Ball. I'm just a shy 6th year Hufflepuff, my only friend is Cedric Diggory and even though is one of the most popular people in the school no one notices me. I would of thought by now someone had because of Cedric being one of the Hogwarts champions, but no.

I'm sitting at the Hufflepuff table by myself because Ced is with Cho, it was a study period for all houses above 3rd year. I like Cho she is nice to me and always tries to include me with what her and Cedric do but really I just think she feels sorry for me. I look up slightly as I come to the end of my potions essay and I saw him, Fred Weasley, laughing and joking around with his twin brother George. My heart skips a beat as I thought he looked at me for a second but he was just looking around. Will anyone ever notice me?

"And I said yes!" I heard someone whisper-shout. I looked up again seeing Hermione Granger walking up to Snape, handing her book in then storming out. I looked over at Ronald Weasley staring at her as he went out then talking back to Harry Potter, I stared at the scene for a couple of moments but Angelina pointed at me and started laughing whispering something to Fred and George, she has never liked me for some reason. I went bright red as she and George start laughing, I looked back down at my essay scribbling down the last few lines. Once I finished I packed all my things up and rushed to Professor Snape giving him my essay. He nodded to the door saying I was allowed to leave I nodded back and nearly ran out. I felt tears spring to my eyes I've always been really sensitive .

A few tears left my eyes as I ran to the bathroom, it was one of the oldest that no one goes to its not Myrtle's bathroom. I opened the door and walked in, first making sure that no one was in here (which no one was), then sitting down on the cold floor. I sat there for about 30 seconds until the voice in my head finally came to visit me.

Go on do it  

Its right there in your bag

Its going to make everything better! No one will see, no one will care.

I nodded to myself giving into the voices. I went into my bag and pulled out my blade, which i got from my shaver, I stared at it for a minute before pulling up my sleeve reviling my already healing wounds. I tried to heal them with magic but because its self done magic won't heal it. I was about to swipe but a male voice shouted,

"STOP!" I gasped out of shock, dropping the blade as i did so. I saw a hand pick it up and throw it across the room. I looked up at his face and I was Fred Weasley.

"W-what a-a-are you doing?" I managed to say and tears rolled down my face, he looked like he was about to cry as well, but why? He doesn't care.

"I'm stopping you from doing a stupid thing!" he shouted at me, I looked away looking down at my arm. I'd managed to make a tiny cut as I dropped the blade. I heard shuffling, I looked up through my eyelashes to see him looking in his bag. I put my hand on the cut trying to stop it bleeding. It might of been small but it was deep, the corner must of hit my arm, I cursed to myself when it didn't stop.

I closed my eyes just wanting to be alone. I don't self-harm for attention, I don't want anyone to know, only Ced knows and he thinks I've stopped. But I opened my eyes when I felt Fred's hand move mine, I looked down to see he had put a plaster on it. It was decorated with rainbows and unicorns, I giggled a bit looking up at him, he was blushing. Merlin he is so cute,

"Err my mum makes me and my siblings carry them around and I think theses are meant to be my sister's"

"Its cute" I said giggling, but his face was straight,

"Why?" he asked looking down at my left arm which was covered in scars and cuts. I was about to tell him but then I realised why would I tell him? I stood up gathering my things he stood up as well looking confused.

"Why would I tell you?" I asked coldly, rolling my sleeve down and crossing them.

"Well I did just stop you" he said looking down on me cause he was so much taller than me. I felt a little intimidated but I stood my ground,

"I didn't ask for you to" and with that I tried to walk away but he caught my right arm pulling me back to him and he wrapped his arms around me as I cried into his chest.

"We are going to get through this together " he said and I nodded, wanting to stop for my own good but how? I've been doing this for 3 and a half years now.

But I believed him

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This one was hard for me to write but I really like it also would anyone like part 2?

Stay strong everyone xxxx

~Ella-rose