~Delilah Marray August~It's been about six years since I have last seen my bestfriend, and I've spent every last moment of it, sobbing and blaming myself. Maybe it was my fault he left. Maybe I was being a bad friend. I don't know what I did wrong. I was besically there for him whenever he needed me. I was with him 24/7 and we even lived together. You would think I would be over him by now but nope, I still very much feel the same way I did when he first left. His note said that he left because he didn't want to hurt us even more but what he failed to realize was, leaving would only make the pain worst. I remember the night he left. I was getting up to look in his room and found that it was empty. I looked around and I found a note on his bed. When I read it, I quickly called my parents in the room, urging them to read it. When they did, My mom, Onika, began to cry uncontrollibly and my dad, August, hurried and called the police. To this day, they never found out what happened to Jacob, nor have we heard from him since then. I just hoped that he was still alive. Now my life consists of my body working on autopilot. I wake up, do my morning routine, eat breakfast, go to my morning classes, come back to my dorm, chill all day, then go back to sleep and repeat. I've been like this since Jacob left. I'm basically an emotionless robot.
~Jacob Perez~
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about Delilah. She was basically everything to me. I have to admit, I do regret leaving. My Uncle isn't who I thought he was. I knew he wasn't on the good side of the law but I had no Idea that he was a gang leader. As soon as I got here he slowly began to ease me into the lifestyle. Having important gang related conversations around me and punishing people who owe him money in the basement, knowing that I could hear everything. I know one thing, this is not who I am and this is not who I want to be. He slowly but surely turned me into something that I never even thought of me being. A drug dealer. If Delilah knew anything about this, she would freak out. I'm not just any drug dealer. You see my uncle doesn't have any children, so he wants me to take over his "empire" after him. I already know that I'm not going to do that.
On the brighter side of things, I'm in a boy band. It goes by the name of Mindless Behavior. I actually joined a few months after I moved in with my uncle. so that was about six years ago. The band isn't what it used to be when I first started though. There used to be four original members, including myself. Now there are only three of us and I'm the only original member left, but it's ok. I understand why the others left and the only reason why I didn't, was because I didn't want to let my fans down. Now, Mindless Behavior is slowly but surely coming back. We get mixed reviews about the "new" MB but all of my day ones understand why the others left and they still rock with me. Without my fans, I would just be an emotionless robot working on autopilot because I would be missing Delilah, Nicki, and August too much.
Tonight the band and I are going to be performing in New York. It's going to feel so good being back in the place where I was raised. I hope it's like a cliché movie or wattpad story where Delilah and I bump into each other at a store or she will come to the show. Obviously I'm not that lucky of a guy. I guess I could just visit them but that would probably be very awkward and I don't know if they moved or not. I really do miss them so much. I think about them every day. I mainly think about Delilah. I miss the softness of her curly hair on my face when she would hug me. I miss it when her salty tears would stain my shirts when she was sad. I even missed when she would constantly try to prove me wrong all the time, even when her statements weren't completely valid. I just miss my best friend.
~Delilah~
You ever had a friend that was so close to you, so dear to you, but they were ripped away by the harshness of life? Jacob meant the world to me. When he was here, we spent almost all our time together. I couldn't even stand it when we didn't have all of our classes together in high school, let alone him leaving me alone forever. He was my only friend. I know I'm the daughter of two famous people but I don't trust many people. With famous parents, comes money, and with money, comes fakes. I don't like fakes. So I keep to myself. Don't get me wrong I don't hate people, and I tried making friends. They just don't last very long or end very well. So I basically stay isolated as some may call it.
I heard that Mindless Behavior is coming here soon and I want to go see them. Especially since Jacob is in the group. I think they have nice music as well. I need to start thinking of a nice outfit and I'm so happy it's spring. That means it's warm enough to wear leggings and little jackets. I looked inside of my walk in closet, searching through my large wardrobe. I was growing frustrated because it got to the point where I was almost running out of clothes. Aggravation rose higher and my eye began to twitch so I plopped down on the plush pink bean bag chair that was in the closet. I put my face in my hand in a thinking manner until I thought of the cutest outfit ever. I grabbed my off white fur coat, black leggings and a regular old black cropped tank top with a set of gold lips on it. I grabbed my black and gold platform heels and my outfit was looking fierce honey! The show isn't until Friday, and it's Tuesday, but it is never too early to slay your outfit. I tried the outfit on and felt like a queen, I was so tempted to post a few pics on insta and snap but I wanted my outfit to be a surprise. I changed back into my regular clothes and suddenly let out a huge yawn. I mean eyes rolling back, and me sounding like a blue whale and yes it was that serious. I looked at the time on my phone and it was only ten thirty at night but I decided to go to bed anyway. I hopped in the shower, then I put some clothes on, brushed my teeth then I went to bed.
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AN; oh my gosh this is the first chapter to the unconditional love sequel!! I'm so sorry it took so long. I hope that you think this book is awesome and I do recommend you read the first book before reading this one. SPREAD THE PEACE MINDLESS CRAZIES oh wow it feels so good to say that again
Ps: towards the end I decided to add a little comedy in there so there wouldn't be too much of a sad feeling in this chapter
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