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That Moment

Monday Jacob and I set in the doctor's office waiting; the doctor had already been in and out. Now I just wait for the results to come back. I still set up on the table, and Jacob sets in one of the cream colored chairs that are in there.

"You alright," I ask Jacob

"This is the second time I have been in a doctor's office waiting on test results," he tells me

I smile

"What was Sabrina's mom like," I ask him

"She was a lot like you."

"How so"

"She was smart and beautiful; she was a fighter. She stood up for what she believed in, and she always knew what she wanted."

"Did you love her."

He looks at me because I have asked him this before.

"Yes, I did."

"Are you worried?" I asked him

"Yeah I am."

"Why."

"Because your like she was."

"Whats that"

"You're small, so was she the doctor said that if she had been older or bigger, then she might have made it. But if I hadn't of got her pregnant in the first place she would still be here. I love Sabrina, and I would do anything for her, but if we had waited Lucy would still be alive."

I whip a tear out of my eye

"It wasn't your fault Jake."

"Yes, it was."

I bite my lip what else ls to say about that.

"I'm not small," I tell him

"Yeah you are."

"No, look at this fat" I raise my shirt up showing my stomach

"I still don't see any fat," he tells me

I let my shirt fall back in place

"I've been thinking about what we talked about," I tell him to change the subject

"Have you."

"Yes, and I think it's a good idea."

He looks up at me

"So we're going to move in together."

"Yeah"

"So are we living with your dad or my folks," he asks

"I think it's best if we find a house of own."

"Alright,"

The door opens, and the doctor comes in.

"Andi, your test came back" he sits down "Your pregnant."

I nod trying not to cry

"Now I prescribed you some were vitamins, and here are some pamphlets for you to read," The doctor tells me handing me some pamphlets.

"Thank you," I tell him

"I will have to call your father; you understand right."

"Yes, I was going to tell him anyways."

"That's good; I'll see you back here in three weeks. You're free to go."

Jacob and I are quite as I cheek out, then when we go by to get my vitamins.

"We'll have to tell our parents," I tell him after a while

"Do you want to tell them together."