Seeing Tiffany like that, it kills Jessi so much. "God, I'm so sorry, babe. I never meant to do that. He didn't say a thing to me. That day was the last time we talk."
"He leaves me because you talk to him". She shouted. You deliberately went out of your way to ruin my wedding! Why, Jess? Why?!"
He felt so helpless and guilty. Yes its true, he was selfish. He tend to talk Taeyeon. He deliberately planted a seed of doubt in Taeyeon's mind and he covered it with a calculated threat. It worked. His threat is nothing to do with Taeyeon decision. His words give him the courage to end his relationship with Tiffany. He made it plain and simple for Taeyeon. YoonA or Tiffany.
It was the moment of truth for him and Taeyeon. if Taeyeon chose Tiffany, he would lost her forever. But Taeyeon indeed chose the woman he loved at the last minute. It was a bittersweet victory for him. And devastating loss for Tiffany.
He will do anything to make Tiffany forgive him, but his not taking all the blame that involves Taeyeon. He was not the one who was unfaithful to her!
He shrugged. "Tiffany, if I have to beg your forgiveness on my knees, I will. But I'm not taking all the blame about Taeyeon leaving you. He is a man. He makes his own decision. What ever I said to him its nothing to do with his decision. If he really loves you, He will understand why said those things. He would have married you. But he left you instead.
Tiffany slapped him hard. She even punch him to his chest. "You bastard! God,I hate you! I hate you!"
Jess hold her hands. "Tiffany, I'm not Taeyeon. Don't blame it to me what ever his decisions. Believe it or not I didn't like what he done to you. I do not deserve your misplaced hatred."
She slowly fulled her hands and seated. She hugged her knees and cry hard.
He knelled in front of her. "Tiffany, please don't do this to yourself, baby. It's over. Let it go." He cupped her face and looked into her eyes.
"Jess... all those years, he didn't love me... He never did. Oh, God.... I'm so stupid!"
Jess hugged Tiffany tightly. "shhh, he did, babe. He did love you, but just not enough to last forever. Not just enough."
Tiffany hugged back Jess. She cried hard and poured it all what she feels. Jess carried Tiffany. She had lost so much weight, he thought. He take her one of the lounge chair. He seated Tiffany on his lap. No one dares to talk.
"You are right, Jess," She suddenly said.
"Hmmm?"
""Relationship, I'm not good at... Too much, I can't give.'' I finally see the wisdom in those words."
He closed his eyes. "Tiffany, I don't mean... what i mean..."He sighed. Frustration welled up inside him.
"shhh.." She smiled bitterly . "I now understand you, Jess. i can understand now.
No, you don't baby. You don't understand me.
He kissed her forehead. "You're beautiful, smart, kind and loving woman, Tiff."
She laughed. "Hmmm, "
"Sexy, adorable, charming, classy, intelligent----"
She pinch his arms. "Stop it. There's nothing to do with it to our topic!"
"You will love again, baby. There will be someone who will love you truely."
She sigh. "I don't know, Jess. I don't think I will love again. Not like I did with him. Not anymore."
Her words were like a double-edge knife being twisted in his gut.
"It's late. I think you better go."
He nodded.
"Thanks,m Jessi. You're my very best friend."
He smiled bitterly."you are my very best friend , too, Tiffany."
