I turned the volume up on my dads car radio, trying to push out my thoughts with the booming bass.
The news, I learned I would find out as soon as we saw Cameron in the airport. So it can't be that important, it has to be a change in his appearance if I can see it.
I tried to push the thought of the news out of my head, but it's like they hit the speaker and bounced back like a boomerang, no getting rid of them.
There's always a side of my thoughts that are happy, like a side of my brain is a field of daisies and the other is a haunted house where the spirits scream out your fears and insecurities.
And I can never cross to that field, like there's a glass wall separating them. I can see all my happy thoughts rolling in the flowers taunting me, but the spirits pull me back again.
That's how I'm feeling right now.
"Rillee I really am sorry" my dad broke me out of my thoughts about thoughts,
"Honestly dad if you really were sorry you wouldn't make me go through this" I felt like I have said it a million times.
"No Rillee you don't understand, this is going to be so good for you, your only a teenager now, you don't understand life and how the things you don't want to do can lead to the greatest experiences, and wildest adventures, just like we were still young when we adopted you, it was so hard to take care of you for that while. That's why Cam took you back, and of course I didn't understand that at the time, so I hated him, and when he brought you back well that's what's not up to me to tell you."
"Or maybe he's just a terrible person" I snapped.
"Ok I'm done trying, after that whole speech and you have nothing to say but that, I'm sick of it Rillee, sit there and think about what I said maybe you'll understand, and if you don't know you will later"
I sat there for the rest of the ride, but what he said was just bull, nothing about this will lead me to a great experience or wild adventure, it will just lead me to hating him even more than I already do.
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Adopted By Grier(Adopted by Dallas Sequel)
FanfictionAfter her experience with getting adopted three times by the same family, Rillee is done with Cameron, but when he comes back into Nash and Rillee's life, can he repair their broken relationship.
