A Wish Away Markiplier x Reader

Mission

Your POV

I took a deep breath, were we really doing this? I hugged my friends and we exchanged good lucks and soon I was on my way. He was sitting on the bench that I was sitting on that one night after that dream. I walked over and poked him, he turned and a grin lit up his face, I felt my heart trip a beat involuntarily and I returned the smile."Hey! It's awesome to see you again, how are you?"Alex said."I'm great, it's nice to see you too, anything new?" I replied, trying to keep the conversation friendly."I actually wanted to tell you something but I guess it can wait a little bit, nothing new has really happened though, you?" Alex answered seeming a little nervous.

-_~•Time skip to half an hour later•~_-

*internal sigh* Why does he have to be so funny, not to mention being very attractive, his personality reminds me of Marks just the slightest amount. We had gotten up to walk and talk and he had stopped suddenly at a pretty spot of the park. All of my mental alarms went off as I realized a very important talk was coming on. I discretely checked my surroundings to make sure one of the girls was there, Gracie poked her head out and nodded with reassurance, Lissy and Jocelyn did the same from another set of trees. Alex took my hand and looked in my eyes as panic crawled throughout me, I liked him but most of me knew it was wrong and didn't want to get into this. But somehow, the part that liked him rooted me to the spot and forced me to stare back into his eyes. He took a shaky breath,"Y/n I know this is wrong and I have no way of knowing if you like me even the tiniest amount but I really do like you, no, I love you y/n. I can't hold it back so please forgive me."Alex closed his eyes and leaned in, my small part that liked him slaughtered the part that knew it was wrong and everything went numb as I closed my eyes and my lips met his. My mind forgot all about what I should be doing we kissed so passionately, he smiled against my mouth and unlike last time I lacked the power to stop him. I went weak and tears formed against my closed lids, I hated this. Yet I loved this, I was kissing him back even though I didn't want to. We had been doing this for several torturing yet heavenly minutes as Alex ended it and pulled back only centimeters away and did that one sided smile of his," I love you, y/n do you feel the same?" The tears finally pushed past my eyes and rolled down my face,"I-I don't know." I replied , my mind was still in chaos. I had no idea what to do. So I bolted.