I cant say i know how you feel because, i don't but for whatever reason i wrote this and reading it to myself it makes me think of you. there is a rainbow after ever storm hun hang in there the pain will soften with time.
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I set hear and stare at the celling,
you ask if I'm ok I smile and say,
I'll be fine. not knowing if this will,
be the day am screaming am not OK.
I feel like am dieing damn tears why,
I gotta keep crying. will it ever stop,
this feeling inside of me. do you know,
I scream your name, but you cant hear,
me. what am to do? what am I suppose to,
say? hell I don't even know where I'm,
going. why cant I turn back the time so,
I can hold you. all the memory we made,
its funny how the laughter echoes just,
from the other day its like a bad dream,
playing over and over in my head. I didn't,
get the chance to say goodbye. why did,
you have to leave me I ask myself ,I look,
at your picture today wondering what could,
have been. I look up at the celling feeling,
empty inside you look down telling me,
it will be okay.
