Scream.
Scream for freedom.
To be free from these chains.
These chains that make my wrists sore and bleed.
These chains that hold me back from doing my reckless deeds.
He says I'm too reckless.
That I'll cause more harm than actual healing.
My recklessness let's me heal.
While his safety is hurting me.
Chaining me.
Tied up, unable to help those in need.
Because I'm too reckless.
I'm no pet.
I'm no gem that must me locked away.
Why can't I be me?
Let me be reckless, let me be.
I wish to be unchained this instant!
I may share a life with him, but I am my own person!
Not some pitiful person.
Not one who should be locked away.
Not one that should be limited.
I should be able to express myself, like currently.
Sadly, no one will hear my calls.
My cries.
For freedom.
To be expressed.
To do what seems right by me.
I am by his side, and he is by mine.
We smile together and as long as everything I do pleases him, everything will be perfect.
I may not be able to have freedom.
But I am able to love.
This is a horrible type of love.
But it is love.
I will express myself to him.
I will be unchained.
But for now
I am chained.
To my love for him.
I simply cannot hurt him.
For he wishes for a boring life of peace.
While I...
Wish for a life of freedom.
Two different worlds.
And we still love each other.
He stays close to me, supports me.
While I support him, surrounded in these chains.
Hoping that one day...
I will be unchained.