Different Attracts (Ambrollins)

Chapter 14

Seth's POV:

Dean and I have been snuggling, watching the sunset settle. It was so perfect. But something deep down, tells me I not good enough.

This is perfect. I love Dean, but I'm not good enough for him. He is showing so much love to me, and I just put a smile on in return. I don't do anything for him. I'm a worthless boyfriend. Maybe I should just leave. I thought sighing

"Baby what's wrong?" Dean asked looking at me, in concern.

"Nothing, I'm just so happy that I'm here with you." I lied, putting on a fake smile.

"Oh okay. Let's head back home, it's almost 11:00." Dean said smiling.

I smiled and got up with Dean, hand in hand walking to the car.

God, what should I do? I thought looking out the window, while Dean was driving home.

"Seth baby, why are you so quiet?" Dean asked parking the car in the driveway.

"Nothing baby, I'm just tired." I lied again, giving him a kiss on the lips.

"Oh, okay." He said, getting out of the car.

We just got inside, and I was ready to have sleep take over my body. I was just about to head up stairs, until Dean grabbed my arm, lightly and turned me around to look at him.

"Mmhh." I said in pain, as Dean grabbed my wrist.

"Seth? What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" He asked, with tears in his eyes.

It broke my heart to see Dean cry. I never wanted to see him cry.

"No baby! I love you. Please don't cry." I said, pulling him into a hug.

He hugged me back, heading into the kitchen. I just sighed, and headed upstairs to go and think.

Dean's POV:

Seth has been acting so quiet, since we left the beach. I ask him what is wrong, and all he does is smile. A fake smile. I know he is lying to me, but I don't know how to bring it up.

I decided to ask him, when he wakes up. I walked upstairs to our room. I saw Seth spread out on the bed, with tear streaks on his cheeks, while sleeping. I sighed and kissed his head, and went downstairs to sleep on the couch.

What's wrong baby? I thought closing my eyes letting sleep take over my body.
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11:30 am (Seth's POV)

I woke up to the bed being empty.

"Dean!" I yelled.

No answer. I got up and ran downstairs. I tripped and fell, splitting my lip, and creating a bruise on the top of my forehead. I yelped in pain. I wasn't able to get up, so I tried calling for Dean, to see if he is still home.

"Dean!" I whispered, in pain.

Dean's POV:

I heard a loud thud, coming from the other side of the living room. I didn't move. I was to tired to.

"Dean!" Seth whispered, in pain.

I heard Seth whisper quietly in pain. I then immediately shot up, and looked over the couch to see Seth with a bloody lip, and a bruise on his forehead. I ran up to Seth, almost tripping, and falling down myself.

"Seth baby! What happen!?" I yelled with a worried look on my face.

Seth was crying, from the pain he was suffering.

"Dean! Where were you?!" He said looking at me in tears.

"What do you mean? I've been here?" I asked, raising an eyebrow in confusion.

"You. You weren't in bed, when I woke up. I tried calling your name, but you didn't answer. I thought you left me." He said, tearing up.

"Baby, I was sleeping on the couch. I couldn't hear you." I said, rubbing his arm.

"Why? Do you not love me?" He asked, crying hard.

"No, no ,no, no. I do love you but- I was cut off by Seth.

"Please just save it. I knew I wasn't good enough. I knew I never showed the right love to you. I'm just gonna go." He said, crying while limping to the front door.

What! Seth! He can't be serious right now! He showed me a lot of love, and he is so goofy, it melts my heart! I thought while watching Seth walk to the door.

"Seth please don't. I love you! Let me explain why I slept on the couch." I said, running up to the door.

"Fine. But you can explain after my walk." He said, opening up the door

"No! Please! Last time you left my house alone, you ended up being in the hospital, in a coma." I said, grabbing Seth's hand in the process.

"That is true, but let me clear my head first. I won't be long. I will stay close." He said, walking outside closing the door behind him.

"Seth!" I yelled, dropping to my knees crying.

I heard Seth mumbling to himself outside the door. I stopped crying, and stood up trying to hear what he was saying.

"God, I can't believe I'm going through this again."

What? I can't believe I'm going through this again? What does that mean? Wait! Oh fuck! The Zach thing! Shit! I thought, pulling my hair.

I then heard Seth running. I quickly opened up the door to see Seth running pretty fast, on the sidewalk. I then ran outside, catching up with him, to talk to him.

"Hu.hu.hu.hu. Seth!" I said, panting, running the same pace as him.

"Dean! Let me be alone right now!" He yelled, stopping.

"No! Why are you running away from me, and what did you mean by I'm going through this again?" I said, taking his hand, and intertwining our fingers.

"Dean....it's hard to explain. I just don't think I'm showing you any love. Like you took me to Six Flags and the beach, and all I did was smile like a goofball, and my ex Zach used to.."he said, not finishing he sentence, while putting a tighter grip on my hand.

"Seth, I know what happen between you and Zach, Aj told me when you were in a coma. I would never do that to you. Also, you are showing me a lot of love. I wouldn't be here right now without you, and your smile is adorable. It could kill me. I love you so much my goofball!" I said pulling him into a hug.

"I'm sorry Dean. I love you too." He whispered, while hugging me back.

When we separated I went to kiss him on the forehead, where his bruise was, but I got stopped by two people clapping. We then turned our direction to them. My eyes widen at the two people.

"Look at who we have here Zig!" He said, clapping.

TBC........