Waking up next to illumi was never what hisoka expected. He loves him but years ago he despised him. Illumi was cherished by his parents. He was the most important child. Growing up, hisoka was nothing but an abandoned orphan. He didnt even know his whole name. They called him hisoka and its because thats the name his birth mother gave him. She never let anyone know any other part of his name but the first name knowing ine day hisoka would try to find her. He remembers running away from the orphanage and running into illumi in an alley when illumi was on a mission. Illumi looked at him with disgust and told him to never come back near him and smiled. Hisoka smiled back cause he was too scared to show his own fear. He was just that scared. He then ran off and found his way being raised in yorknew working in the arenas and fighting. He rolls over and sees illumi sleeping soundlessly. He sweetly fiddles with illumi's hair and whispers to himself "how did you ever end up liking me?" He bit back tears. Hes hisoka. He has no pain. He has no past. Hes a man of strength and mystery but he then found himself nuzzling illumi's neck and holding him close. Thinking back he remembered one day illumi walked into the battle arena in yorknew and smiled at hisoka. He exclaimed "well well well, if it isnt mr.homeless, how are ya?" This upset him quite a lot. "I may be homeless but im not a brainless machine made to do my parents work for the rest of my life". This was the first rime they fought. This was when hisoka new he loved him. During their fight, they were evenly matched. No one would give up, no one would die, they had a draw. This was the first time illumi told hisoka "youre not that bad, orphan. Maybe one day we will fight again. And ill kill you then." Hisoka blinks the tears out of his eyes and holds illumi tighter. He doesnt understand how he got illumi to be his but he doesnt want to lose him ever. He thinks back to his old boss Chrollo. Chrollo took him in under his wing . He was the one that found hisoka. Chrollo was his first love. He lost his virginity to him and he told him he loved him before he left. After losing his nen, chrollo was so upset that he left. And never came back. Hisoka kisses illumi's shoulder and gets comfortable hugging his calm , sleeping body. This is something he cant imagine losing. He whispers "i love you" in illumi's ear when all of a sudden , he sees illumi's phone light up. Its almost 3 in the morning, who could it be? He looked at the caller id. Chrollo Lucifer.
