Tell Me Why

School Kill

U sat in the front the bus with the knife in my pocket.If the dream meant something,it was telling me to kill.I got off the bus in front of the school looking for my first victim.I thought for a while,until I thought 'Mackenzie' .I told her to follow me behind the school,farther away from the delinquents.I took my box cutter and met her in the back of the school.Mackenzie had an evil grin when I walked over to her.I slit her neck open and she looked at me with wide eyes.I ran to grabbed the circular saw.When I returned ,she was on the ground,gasping for air.I quickly dismember her and I stand up and look at all of her limbs. I start twitching and giggling.I start to pick up limbs and take them to the incinerator. Since I'm in the drama club,the delinquents think they are just props.I get every body part in the incinerator and turn it on. I go the the lockers and change my clothes.I just wish that Aj will notice me.I start thinking more about it while I walk to class.I feel unnoticed here,I hate it.I finish writing my notes and head to the bathroom.I cut my wrist and head to lunch.I haven't seen Sam in a while,I wonder if she okay.I Mackenzie's friends looking and yelling her name.I grin ,remembering what ive done to her.People look at me werid as I start to giggle. I ignore and continue drawing.Then I stop,I drop my stuff and stand up.I don't know whats happening.I put my stuff in my bag and head downstairs to the second floor.I head to the bathroom and look at myself again.I grab scissors and place it next to my hair.I suddenly snap out of it and drop the scissors and step back.What was I doing.I feel regret. What am I regretting?I felt better after killing Mackenzie, so what is it.Then I look at my bag and pull out the knife that Ayona gave me.I look at the name tag and just stare at it.Who does she know me,what us she in my life,does she want something from me?I hear the bell ring and put the knife back in my back and walk out.I head downstairs to go home and I figured that I'll ride the bus home today. I walk on the bus and see everyone in a seat.Everyone was quiet and sat in their own seat.I sit in the back and put my earphones in.I liked this bus,I might ride more often.