Flirting With Lucus. Even If Its From A Distance. boyxboy

Chapter :) i made the last one really uber short and i hated that so here is another chapter.

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(Lucus)

I love my life right now, Connor is curled up asleep on my lap infront of the television. He basically let me know that hes going to stay with me. Sighing I slid down till i was comfortable and closed my eyes waiting for the sleep to arrive.

(Connor)

I felt Lucus wriggle under me but I was far to tired to care, seeing how vunerable he looked earlier today really made me see how worried he was about this change and how much he really wanted to be with me. Sure I was nervous about our relationship after the change but I knew Lucus needed me now more then he ever had needed me. Its going to be a bumpy road but I am willing to sit through this for him.

I sighed slipping into the darkness of sleep.

"Connor! Connor! Wake Up! My eyes flew open everything was dark, red, grey, black and an off white where the only colors available for my sight. Oh no, I know where I am. The wallpaper is peeling off the walls that seem to be closing in around me, "Connor you stupid dick I told you daddy would come back and that this isnt over". My fathers grin was cruel laced with pure hatred, he ran at me, sending my body flying to the floor. Pain ran through my back but i wont let myself cry it only brings him plessure. The digusting man stalked towards me, this is really scaring me now i know this is a nightmare but i can feeling the electrifying pain shooting down my back and the headache starting to form. My father slapped me across the face repeatedly, I let one single tear leave my eye I hoped he didnt see it but he did because his grin reappeared and he stood over me laughing, "Connor this may only be a dream created in your mind but when i get my hands on you this nightmare will become your reality". His malicious laugh echoed through the room and darkness is all that is left of this place".

My eyes flew open and my body coated in a layer of sweat shook from head to toe. I tried to even my breathing but I couldnt the tears came and soon I was a balling mess, a pair of arms wrapped themselves around me and a whisper in my ear was telling me comforting words. Lucus picked me up and began to walk up the staircase I peered over his shoulder and noticed it was now dark out and I had slept the day away on my boyfriends lap. When Lucus allowed me to put my feet down on the floor I immediately walked to the dressor and picked up my phone, I had one missed call and a new message. They were from Max, the message read

"Hey Connor im staying over here till Monday ill go to school on Monday dont worry, thanks i love you :)"

I sighed and text a short reply allowing him to stay, placing my phone on the table i walked over to Lucus who was sitting on his bed looking at me with curious yet worried eyes. I just shook my head stating i dont want to talk about it. I crawled into bed and into Lucus's warmth, laying my head against his chest i looked up into his eyes. This guy amazes me I wish I had the balls to tell him how i truly feel but I wont because i have been hurt before and i know going through this is going to hurt me again but Im willing to risk my life and my sanity for Lucus.

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Okay guys im shit i know, Im thinking about not writing anymore, i cant seem to find the time nor inspiration lately. Its depressing, and i know im letting all of you guys down by not getting chapters out when i say i will. Fuck i really do try to write well for yous but i guess i am bad at writing stories. Well i hope you enjoy this piss ass chapter anyway, i havent edited cause i want to get the chapter done, Sorry but if i cant find the inspiration i might have to stop writing. </3