Flirting With Lucus. Even If Its From A Distance. boyxboy

okay guys this last week i have been listening to alot of asking alexandria and amity affliction. and having a sulk because my sister is seeing them live and i cant go -.- (i had the biggest bitch at mum) anyhoo. this is where the story get slightly "darker" you could say things start to push on Lucus and Connor. So vote and comment, and if your not a fan yet make sure you do that.

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(connor)

After that slightly terrifying night i was laying in bed with Lucus who happened to be laying on top of me and in a very deep sleep. I wriggled out slowly and away from him , i never realized how big this boy actually was till now. His wide shoulders, taller muscular frame and large warm hands. Jesus i wasnt only studing him i was admiring him. I know i love Lucus already but im not telling him, with his dads show last night i am shit scared of what Lucus will become. Sighing i walk over to my bag and pull out the cute outfit i packed. I wish i just packed a lot of black cause that would suit my mood... Oh well. Wondering into the bathroom connected to Lucus's room i jumped in the shower letting the warm water hit my body waking me quite nicely. After i had done my morning routine i got out and dressed, i forgot about my hair and makeup and just continued on my way out the door and down the stairs following the smell of pancakes and coffee.

(Lucus)

I felt movement but i was to exhausted to wake up, last night had been horrible. After Connor told me we will talk about my change tomorrow i was on edge with him. Crawling into bed with him was about the easiest thing to do but not touching him was hard, i just thought i would give him so space yannoe incase he is scared of me now. Sighing i opened my eyes there was light filtering through the window and onto the floor. The otherside of my bed was cold, my baby was already awake and gone. I followed his scent downstairs and into the kitchen. His small figure hunched over a plate that was almost empty, i walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around his torso, he froze up but soon relaxed and leaned back into me.

"Sorry I left early this morning I was hungry and needed a shower". Connor sounded so innocent i couldnt even be slightly frustrated. I hugged him tighter before letting him go. My plate was filled and left on the counter so i began eating, it was oddly silent but i wasnt about to disturb the peace either. 

clearing his throat Connor spoke up " so love when is your birthday?" his eyes questioning but still held some fear. I sighed and counted the days in my head,

"We have about a week and a half before I change...... and well if you decide to stay with me I want you to be there with me when I change, the change will be painful and well according to the elders it will hurt less if your there with me" I could see so many emotions pass over Connors eyes it sort of scared me. There were tears pricking at my eyes he doesnt want to be with me no matter what i would do or say hes going to leave me in the end. Fuck i love this kid and hes going to leave me, there it was the tear that betrayed me and slipped down my cheek for Connor to see.

While i had my eyes closed praying for the tears that sit in my eyes to dry up and go away i heard a shriek. Then just impact and a pair of small wirey arms making their way around my shoulders and a face pressed into my neck.

"Baby i will be there for you if you need me to be there". I opened my eyes and stared down at this wonderful boy that was all mine, I pulled Connor close hoping that he would never change is mind.

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well there it is im SO sorry if this is short i will post the next chapter really quick to make up for being so late with this one. i havent been super duper careful with my editing so there might be some grammar mistakes and things but yeah i was just trying to get the chapter out :)