You've pulled my heart strings from left to right and back to you. I'm caught in some endless abyss of you and I don't think I know how to climb out. I'm tearing at the pieces of my soul that you poisoned and it hurts so god damned so much.
There is really no reason for you to like someone like me. I'm far to open for someone as closed off as you. You prefer to hide behind that smile of yours.
But I see you
I see who you want to be I see what has hurt you. I see how you look at the ground when something bothers you. I see that glazed look in your eyes when you're thinking too hard. I see how you want something to hold onto so much that you have to toy with other peoples emotions.
I see your real smile when you realize something you didn't know before. I see the way your eyes get big when you're eating. I see the way your hands shake when you're mad. I see the way your eyes blink twice as much when you're tired.
I see that you're so much more than you give yourself credit for. Than other people give you credit for. Everything about you is beautiful and god damn it I wish you would see it
I see it through a broken heart so it must be true
