Some people have addictions
Things they can't refuse
They try to stop the habit
Yet they always seem to lose
I'm trying really hard
To make this not be true
Not drinks or drugs or food
I'm addicted to you.
You kill me with your words
That keep me wide awake
But then I see your smile;
the icing on my cake
You trap me under water
And just before I drown
You put me in your arms
And pick me off the ground
You're overcome with guilt
To have made me feel this way
You beg and plead and promise
And I agree to stay
Then I see a flash
I watch your eyes turn black
You look into my soul
Beginning your attack
Tearing me down quickly
You strip me piece by piece
Of my soul and heart and sanity
Until I'm down onto my knees
Pleading for some mercy
I kick and scream and cry
But you know as well as I do
I have nowhere to hide
I end up like an addict
Lying on the floor
But again like every other
I just come back for more
I remember when we met
I was happy free and pure
Now Im dying slowly
A death that has no cure
m.a
