A/N: This is my introduction :) Let me know what ypu think!
DREW's POV:
Fuck. Monday morning. No-one likes monday mornings. If you can find me a person that likes monday mornings then I will give you £196358 right here right now. And what's even worse about it, I have to go to school, a place full of opinionated, judging egotistical simpletons. In my school, if you hang around with the girls your considered a 'queer' or a 'faggot.' So i had to behave like I was a typical boy. Am I a typical boy though? Well let's just put it like this, when every boy was in the garden playing football I was on the kitchen table with some cake dancing to 'Whenever Wherever' by Shakira. Ah, fond memories. School never really interested me, but I was clever and not being bigheaded, I was able. I just had to bear it.
"Another day of this" I whispered to myself as I entered the form room. Standing there were possibly the two people in the school I actually liked, Olly and Hugo, who had became probably my best friends in school. "You look fucked mate" Olly shocking exclaimed to me.
"Yeah Drew, you look wrecked!" Hugo agreed, and I just gave them the look and walked to my seat. I sat and awaited Roll Call, merely squeaked out a 'Here' to my form tutor and put my headphones in. I do this when I'm not in the mood to talk, Olly and Hugo get it, but do the 27 other people in my form understand? I think not. "Drew Banks" I immediately looked up and saw my form tutor standing there with my Head of Year. What have I done this time. "Can we just have a word outside please, bring your bag." Well, I better do what I was told. I followed them outside into the corridor and looked up and awaited a lecture.
"Mr. Banks we think that you're attendance to school is shocking, at 77% (which I thought was good) you are bringing the reputation of this form down! You're spending the rest of the day in isolation." Are you serious right now. They think sending me to a room for the whole day where I don't have to talk to people and can sit there and just sleep is a punishment?! These people are weird. I went into the 'Isolation room' locked the door behind me, put the blinds down in the room, grabbed two seats and put them side by side so I could put my feet up and put my headphones in. I was so elated to be missing class. Especially on Monday. After about 30 minutes my phone vibrated and kept vibrating. "Who the fuck wants to speak to me now?" I thought to myself. Never the less I went onto my phone and opened my text messages:
TO: DREW
FROM: JAYNE
"DREW I got 1D tickets for this Tuesday!!! Mum won a competition, and don't say you're not coming because you don't want the boys at school to find out, you're coming, tomorrow night, be there."
TO: JAYNE
FROM: DREW
"Jayne are you serious right now?! Ofc I'm going, omfg do you know how hard I tried to get tickets? Go mummy Jayne I am just whoa let's get ready to P-A-R-T-Y"
She sent back a laughing face and a smile was imprinted on my own from ear to ear. That was just the news I needed for a Monday. I sat through the rest of the day with Little Things on repeat and imagining what it would be like to be live. Oh god. I'm fangirling.
ZAYN's POV:
First show this Tuesday. I have been waiting for this for ages, and the boys have, think this is going to be the biggest tour we've ever done! I kept thinking to myself as I lay in bed with my phone and Harry right beside me. We had rehearsed for days and days and I just wanted to perform it now, Teenage Dirtbag is on the setlist, imagine singing that live!? Oh wait I am.
"Zayn can I ask you something?" I wonder what it is this time
"Oh go on then Harry, what is it?"
"I'm genuinely nervous for this tour, what if I mess up my solo in WMYB, what If I forget the choreography for Kiss You, what if I-"
"Hey stop it. Stop worrying yourself, you're going to be fine. This is exciting not scary! Just remember, 50,000 people have came to see One Direction, not just Harry Styles, stop putting the pressure for everything on you, show them YOU and we'll be just fine alright?" Harry has a habit of working himself up, he's like a little brother to me.
"Now come here and give us a hug, come on" Harry liked getting my hugs and I liked giving them. He always seemed to hold on longer than I, but we loved each other, I have genuine love for Harry, any girl or guy does him wrong they'll have me to deal with.
I spent the rest of the day going on twitter and just reading. I do that a lot, just read, follow a few and then watch their reactions, it's the best feeling ever. I suppose the one thing in my life I didn't have apart from Music, Friends, Family and all of that, is love. Because I don't know what I love yet. I'm not sure how to love or to commit to love. I'm not sure if I love boys or if I love girls. And now I'm in this big boyband, what do I do? That's my only worry, but I'd never tell Harry my worries because I'm his rock, I wouldn't expect him to be mine. I love the boys, but I don't know how to love in a relationship way. That's my problem.
A/N: what did you guys think?! Let me know, as always :)
