It's been a day since I encountered the fake Jace Lander, he looked like a first year like me,
Ugh I need to stop seriously why do I keep thinking everyone is Jace?
After a long day School was over and I was headed straight home, I didn't own a car as I was scared to ride it by myself and Aires and Chika were always kinda busy to have the time to drop me so I just walked home it wasn't that far away just a 15 minute walk from school to my house
But walking home today was really hard it was so hot here in Michigan like 40* in August and today before me I saw a silhouette of someone walking? I turned to look who it was and came face to face with fake Jace Lander or maybe Stone and being as stupid as I am I blurted out something which no one in there right minds would say
"Please don't follow me then take me to a deserted alley and rape me please I have a life to look in front of me, I have my babies" yea this is how stupid I am and to my surprise I was just greeted with silence and an awkward look before he started walking another direction, but nevertheless being the stupid one I shouted "FROM BABIES I MEAN MY PUPPIES"
And to my curiosity I follow and see him entering the temple Jace and I's temple and why would this person want to enter it? I mean I know a temple is a place to pray and all but this was a rundown temple without any human existent
And so me being me I also follow him inside, he is sitting on the stairs his elbow resting on his leg and hand cupping his face. He's gazing through space and without a second thought I blurted out "Jace Lander?"
"No it's stone" he said still motion less and staring of space and not even glancing at who called him Jace lander
"Ah umm I think I got wrong person sorry" yes I did it again I'm such a dumb ass, and with that I turned around ready to go home and cover my self in the blanket of shame. How could I be so stupid to think that Have Lander came back
"It's suddenly pouring right?" He aka Stone than whispers loud enough for me to hear, I turn around and look up at the sky for water droplets to drop on my face but then oblivion hits me and I shout without thinking twice
"JACE. JACE LANDER". I knew it gotcha I said hyping up and down and pointing to him all the time
He shrugs
"I already told you I'm not Jace lander." He said Emphasising more on lander looking at me this time "Im Jace stone right now my parents had filed for a divorce so I had to change my name"
His voice.. His back.. Even his name has changed but even so he is in front of me the first guy I ever liked
"You were oblivious of my existence until today, I came here a month back" he said with an amused expression on his face
I turn red and say "then.. Then you should've called me out before, you have changed a lot"
He chuckles at my words and says "Well for the time being" and then he sits up "Should we have a reunion kiss, come over here" he smirked
God who is this Jace stone?
"No way I don't want to do it with you" I speak the truth... Not that I don't want to kiss him even but this is happening too fast
"Oh yea should've known so you still don't like guys do you?" Have stone asks
"Yea I dislike them from a long period of time but only you were different" it seems like those days... Those days where we used to have fun
"Yeah me too I used to like you too" and those words caught me
Ha, ha we can go back to where we were it was like a dream come true the visions of the past gliding through my eyes and the answers to my unuttered questions cascading to my brain like the rain in the mid of June
But then he speaks again making me bewilder to the present , and suddenly the spark inside me dies and I feel empty again like the day I knew he would never come back
"We can't go back though, I'm a different person now and so are you, that was just a brief reminisce of are past"
Something cold trickles on my cheek and I bring my hand up to touch it and realise that a tear just escaped from my eye with that more droplets come from the sky and it starts raining...
"Pfftt.. Don't cry it's annoying get shelter from the rain your gonna get sick, bye I'm leaving" he says and runs away from me
He goes leaving me all alone
crying and emptying all the little spark of hope I had left for him
He's telling me to forget about him... But when you were saying those cold hearted words you must really have been showing a really lonely expression somewhere, At least That's what I thought I hurry home not caring about the rain or the cold
I rushed to my room the minute I reached home and cried my eyes out
Why was he so unfair I waited for him for years and he let me down in just few minutes
It hurt... It fucking hurt when you have someone in your heart but they don't have you in there's
YOU ARE READING
Breaking through his walls
Romance"And I found myself thinking about you again the way your cheeks turned red when you came running towards me, the way you smelled the nape of my neck, the little pervert you were but now I can see you again, breaking through my walls once again" ...
