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Ryan's POV  

I woke up to that dream I wish it would leave me alone but I don't see that happening anytime soon to be honest. If I have had it since I was 10 I don't think it would stop now . It isn't just a dream that can be caught in a dream catcher but the type that will burn the dream catcher just to get to you . I roll over in my bed and it feels like I'm having a hangover really bad .

I look outside and see something , its that really cute blonde boy. People keep saying he is my boyfriend if he was id think I could remember a pretty thing like him. No one has told me much but I'm remembering certain things but not all of them. The doctors said is be I would be ok in a week or so. Right now I'm just trying to keep up on my homework and finish it so I don't fall that far behind.

That cute blonde comes and visits me a lot that week he seems really sad about something I just look into his sad eyes. They are so amazing I can't get enough of them. He cried a few times when he seen me I honestly didn't think I could be that important to someone especially if we barely knew each other its not like we had sex or anything. Did we, I honestly have no idea if we did or not.

My cousin Jordan was released three days ago from the police department. He comes and sees me and we talk for hours and he always apologizes for hitting me in the face and everything that happened. But honestly from what I gathered I walked into it. This won't be like my horrible dream that I keep having all the time. I cried myself to sleep a couple of times this week because I feel so empty without having my full memory and seeing that blonde named Niall cry makes me feel really bad. It makes me feel more lost and confused then anything.

Niall's POV 

I watched as Ryan came out of the hospital and looked totally lost and didn't remember who I was. I cried in front of her a lot this past week because even though we didn't really know each other we did hit off really well. I love her and it hurts me to see that she didn't know who I was. Even though she didn't I knew she would soon our love was really strong. 

I sat down in my dorm trying to concentrate on homework from my science. Class honestly it relates to what is going on a lot. We are working on how the brain works but it makes my mind go weird and makes me think about Ryan more. To clear my mind I decide to take a quick walk hope it can clear me up. 

I start wandering around campus and stopped by the coffee shop and talk to Eliziah and see what he had to say about everything . Honestly my best friend caused this huge mess in the first place.  Just because he and another boy were fighting over Ryan's best friend Becky . Honestly I wish it was Harry who got hit I miss Ryan's look when she seen me , the look where her eyes would light up .

Ryan had only remembered meeting me she doesn't remember us having sex or us ever hanging out together . The doctor said to give her time that's what I'm going to do . I hope it goes fast so I can have her next to me in my arms .

                             Becky's POV

It has been hard knowing my best friend is hurt because of me . Harry hasn't really come around much because he feels Niall is going to kill him if he does . Honestly it should be Jordan getting killed he is the one who punched Ryan anyway.

I walked over to the coffee shop cause I needed a cup my brain was hurting from studying . Eliziah was there behind the counter talking to Ryan . Wait Ryan ? I looked at them and she was laughing . the first time in a week she has laughed .

   " hey Ryan .What are you doing ?" I ask in question. Eliziah looks at me and rolls his eyes .

   " Nothing must chatting with Eliziah . He is hilarious ." Ryan says and laughs more.

  " OK " I tell her . I look back at Eliziah and say ," Hey can I get a french vanilla espresso please ?"

  " sure " He says and rolls his eyes again .

" Ryan you want to go and get lunch with me I'll pay . Also we could invite Niall ," I say and smile .

" Um sure that sounds nice ," Ryan says as Eliziah brings my espresso to me .

" That'll be $3 ," he says .

I hand him the money and me and Ryan wave goodbye and get on our way . She smiles and I can see a light in her eyes . Then she stops and looks at me and her mouth expression changes .

  ( its been awhile I know but than you everyone who has been there for me and everything love all of you to the edge of earth <3)

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 13, 2013 ⏰

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