Warning Chapter is detailed and smut ....
Ryan's POV
Niall and me got back to my place and no one was there . I was unbuttoning his shirt and he was unzipping my dress so I could step out . My shoes and his were kicked off onto the floor and I was lying on my back facing him and noticing all his features . I rubbed my hand up and down his muscled stomach his abs rippling . His strong arms held him up while. we made out . His legs were in between mine . I was only in my underwear and bra him only in his boxers .
The bulge in his pants getting bigger and bigger . He unhooked my bra to reveal my small boobs and he got me off the bed . He let me hook his underwear and pull them down . The size was bigger then my ex boyfriends I'm guessing about 7.2 inches . I took the penis into my hands and gently went up and down with it . Then I took it into my mouth and moved about half of it in and moved in motion while still moving the shaft with my hands .
Finally Niall had me sit on the edge of the bed And he pulled my under wear down to my feet so I could kick my feet and them away from me . He spread my legs as far as I could and he put his hard down between my thighs . He nibbled at one then licked it . His tongue traveled to my cult and licked it he comes up and says ," you taste just amazing I've never tasted a girl like this ."
Niall bent down to grab something from his pants pocket which I was guessing was a condom he tore it open and put it on him . He looked at me and seen me watching . He knew I was new at this so he would have to lead what was gonna happen . He climbed back on the bed and he looked towards the door got back up and locked it .
" Are you ready for this ?" Niall asked climbing back over me . His face in a small smile and him getting ready to go in me .
A give him a nod and he goes into me . He rocks his hips a little and goes hard and slow . It feels amazing but I know I'm a little tight so I'm surprised there hasn't been any trouble . It hurts but feels good at the same exact time . He looks down at me both of us sweating . There is something in my stomach an amazing feeling . Niall shifted a couple more times .
" I'm about to cum so I'm just gonna let it happen OK ," Niall says about out of breath . He keeps moving in me when I feel something squirt and fill the condom . He let's out of me and removes the condom and throws it in the garbage .
I get off the bed and can't walk very well and hurt in my down stairs area . I move over to the light and flip it on . I look at the bed and almost gasp when I see the blood on the sheets . I look over at Niall who almost laughs at my worried look . He puts his clothes back on and grabs the sheets and leaves down the hall somewhere .
I put all my clothes back on and sit on the bed and turn on the TV . I flipped it to Netflix to find a good funny movie to watch with Niall . The movie I pick is Zombie land even though I've watched it so many times I love it . I put it on pause as Niall comes back with new sheets and some extra pillows . He looks at the screen and smiles . He fixes the bed and pulls me close to you and we snuggle as we watch the movie .
Miley and Zayn end up coming home about half way through the movie so they sit down and watch it with us . Miley changed into pajamas and Zayn got some clothes for himself . We all end up falling asleep cuddled together . Niall's arms wrapped around me and snuggle me closer.
I dream that night I don't remember much besides it was me and my cousin Jordan . We were in the cabin my parents owned in Wisconsin his mom and dad were fighting yet again . His dad came to the cabin drunk and his mom didn't like it . Jordan ran outside crying and sat by me underneath the big oak we so loved . We heard a loud bang and we ran inside his dad had gotten out the shot gun from the safe and shot right next to his mom . He went to shoot again and me and Jordan stepped in between the gun and his mom . I can only remember yelling from his mom and the gun going off again and hitting my shoulder and intense pain .
I shot up in a cold sweat and rubbed my shoulder where my scar from the shot was . After his dad did that he shot himself right in front of me and Jordan . Niall felt me shift an looked up at me sleepy . He looked so cute . I must of been crying because he wiped my eyes and pulled me into him . In his sleepy voice he asked ," What's wrong babe ."
" Just a bad dream that was an old memory I'll tell you about it tomorrow if I can sleep I'm going to go to the bathroom I'll be right back ," I tell him getting up and walking to the small bathroom in the room .
I turned on the faucet and splashed my face with water . The same words turned over in my head , Ryan don't leave me I love you and need you I wouldn't have made it this far in life without you . The reason he said this was because he got bullied a lot when we were in 7th grade and almost ended his life . I beat the crap out of the group bullying him that following week he told me . I was suspended for a good 3weeks and he always brought me the work so I didn't fall behind .
I walked back to bed and got under the covers and moved my body towards Niall more . He wrapped his arms around me but I didn't fall back asleep I called Jordan and he knew I had the dream again . He had always known what to do if I had the dream he calmed me . I was really calm and ready to sleep again Niall put his head in the crook of mine and I drifted back to sleep hoping the dream wouldn't come again so I can get the sleep I so need.
