Unloved

Ch 3

The day of his arrival I stayed locked up in my room reluctant to talk to anyone, and as they noticed my reluctance they left me alone with my thoughts. As I saw the time tick by I felt the pit in my stomach get worse by the second. Through my mind all the unforgettable memories raced to my head the innocence of my youth tarnished by my so called "brother". I was so lost in my thoughts I did not hear the door. I had only noticed that thing arrived because of the chatter and my mom's loud voice welcoming her back. Ugh, I still remember when my mom said my brother was coming back home.

Flashback

My mom had been talking to that monstrosity on the phone, all I had was that creatures sobbing through the phone. Honestly, I was glad he was suffering after all he deserved it didn't he? I was awakened from my thoughts as my mom's tone got louder and angrier as she listened to my "brother" talk about the horrible things my uncle did and said to him.

In my mind I was happy, but of course when my mom said he was coming back I was angry, sad, and terrified. I l kept my face void of emotions as I retreated my room remembering that my mom had sent him away not for me or my safety, but for his. With that I felt my shell crack as I cried silently into my pillow

End of Flashback

That's why as my family welcomed him home I could not help, but feel more sadness as I yet again cried by myself with no one to comfort me this time either. That's when I knew that nothing would change I would always be alone after all who could love me if sometimes it felt my own mother didn't love me.

It was at that moment my father noticed my disappearance, and knocked at my door. With that I wiped my tears, and smiled before I opened the door to my father reassuring him that I was fine even if i wasn't.

Eventually I came out ignoring my brother, who even now has not uttered one word of apology for destroying my mental sanity, my trust, and my self-esteem. Not like I would forgive him anyway.

Sorry for not updating I was just busy with school, and than I wasn't sure if i should continue this story, but I decided I should.