What is love? (a ShaneDawson love story)

Cant wait any longer again

Go back two chapters (counting this one) for my new chapter and READ THE FUCKING A/N!!! I has a tumblr :) but if you're too lazy to go back and read it I copied it down here so you don't have to!

(Shane's POV)

It's been four months since we became 'just friends' and it's been complete torture. Why can't I just tell Elizabeth I have feelings for her? I try to keep it hidden because she seems to show no emotion towards me, and it breaks my heart.

About a month ago I found her outside a bar completely screwed (drunk) with mascara running down her face, so I have her a ride home. When we got to her house she pulled me close and started making out with me. I didn't stop her, of course I didn't who in their right mind would stop kissing the woman they like? I eventually realized that this was wrong, she was drunk and didn't have full control over herself. So I stopped, put her to bed and went home.

I knew it was wrong but it felt SO right! I'm such a bad person for taking advantage of her like that. I know it wasn't sex but I still felt bad about it.

Why can't we just be together? I don't wanna be friends with her! I want to be more than friends!

(Elizabeth's POV)

Four months as 'just friends' can you say horrible? I hate it! I try to lock up my feelings for Shane because he doesn't seem to feel the same way I do and I'm too scared to ask him how he feels nevertheless tell HIM how I feel! Thing is I want to be with him but I don't want to fall in love because, well you already know and I don't wanna talk about it...

My heart tells me I want to fall in love with Shane but my brain still hesitates in fear of my parent's fate... I can't turn up like my parents, I'd be crushed!

Then it hit me, I could invite my friends Holly and Jaycee over to stay with me a while! They were the only friends that stuck with me through all the years and I haven't seen them in forever! I'll text them and tell them about my idea, I need support right now anyways.

-text convo-

Elizabeth- hey Holly! I feel like I haven't seen you in forever! I kinda need a bit of support right now, my dad went crazy recently so yeah... :/ I was hoping you and Jaycee could come down to my place and just have some girl time! Think you guys could come?

Holly- OMG really? I'm so sorry for you! We'll be down as soon as possible! I'll go tell Jaycee! Can't wait to see you!

Elizabeth- ok see you then!!!

-end of text convo-

-new text convo-

Jaycee- OMG I heard the news! I'm so sorry for you! We'll be over there by tomorrow ok? See you soon!

Elizabeth- can't wait to see you guys again! See you tomorrow!

-end of text convo-

I smiled at the thought of my friends, this would be fun. Maybe it'll get my mind off Shane, probably not but maybe.

Suddenly I heard a thunder clap signaling it was now storming outside, and it didn't sound like it was stopping anytime soon...

After about five minutes I heard a knock at my door, weird... Holly and Jaycee weren't supposed to come until tomorrow and I wasn't expecting anyone...

Suddenly the thought hit me that maybe this was like one of those horror movies and there's a psychopath killer on the other side of the door waiting to murder me...

"Who is it?" I called out nervously.

"It's just me, Shane." I knew it was him by his voice, he hadn't been talking or hanging out with me lately, hopefully he wasn't mad.

I opened the door to find a soggy Shane, but I hugged him anyway.

Then he said "Elizabeth, we need to talk." He sounded serious, I was scared. I can't lose another friend, especially not Shane.

"I don't know how to put this, but I, I"

"You what Shane?" I asked, prompting him to say whatever he was saying.

"I don't know if I can say it, but I can show you" said Shane nervously.

"Okay, then show me." I said calmly.

Shane looked away for a second, a little embarrassed maybe. Then in one quick movement he turned, gingerly grabbed the back of my neck, leaned in eyes fluttering closed and kissed me.

Then he said "I love you, Elizabeth Lilah Jhonson"

(Yet another cliffhanger! Haha I'm so evil so I updated finally and now story me has something new to tell her friends! The question is... How will Elizabeth respond to Shane's 'I love you'? Find out in the next chapter!

I tried to make this one a bit longer, key word: tried .

Now you all probably thought I died or something but no, I've just been trolling tumblr ( what does trolling mean anyways? ) and can I has a cheeseburger.com and I now have a tumblr account! Go check it out its called: iamsecretlyabagel because maybe I am secretly a bagel, maybe I'm not. The world will never know!

And also I was gone for so long because I have something called MRSA on my ass. Yeah so I had to go to the doctor but they were closed, so then I had to go to the hospital, and also I have to take pills now and it's really hard for me to take pills, and my life has just been a huge mess lately so I'm sorry I haven't had time to write but I have a life outside Watt pad so deal with it.

Okay, rant over. Luv u all.

-freespiritat11 )