I wish

I wish (Chapter 16)

 LIAM'S POV

I was so happy, scared and nervous. What if she still were mad at me? What if she never will trust me again? Before I went into the cafe I took a deep breath and then I walked in. She wasn't here yet. What if she wouldn't show up? I hit my head just to get all those stupid questions out. Of course she would be here. No doubt. Or? OH MY GO LIAM, SHUT UP! I sat down at a small table and started to drum with my fingers. A waiter came up to me.

"You want to order something?" Since I knew that Claire was coming soon and that she would order hot chocolate with little cream on and three mini marshmallows and a chocolate cookie on the side, I ordered and then it was just to wait. Suddenly the door flung open and I turned around. Wow. She is even more beautiful then I remember her.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry I'm late I had to... Yeah ..." She gave me a quick hug and then she sat down. "What low service it is on this place! You must been sitting here for a long time! Why..." She stopped talking when the waiter came with our orders.

"How did you know...?" She said as the waiter put her order in front of her. She was stunned that I still remembered. 

"Claire, if a guy has a relationship with you, it isn't easy to forget about you and all your little things"

"Is that from your last song?" She said while she drank little from her hot chocolate and I really felt insulted. She thought that I had taken some words to make her be mine? From our song? Oh no, I'm more than so.

"Eh, no not really" I blushed and then I taste my coffee. It was delicious, as always at this place. She ate her cookie like she was stressed to go somewhere or she just didn't want to be seen with me. She refused to look me in the eyes and only looked around at the people who were sitting on other tables.

"Hi. I'm over here" she gave me a quick look.

"Yeah I know" it was frustrating. Why is she doing like this? She is playing with my heart, and I've got to take control over it. I took her head in my hands and dragged it in the direction to my head so she had to look at me.

"Claire. Talk to me. What's up? I know why things ended like they did, but please give me another chance" she broke loose from my grip and looked at me as she was chewing.

"I don't know Liam..."

"Why not?!? I've changed, I promise! Claire ill do anything, it must have been a reason that you've let me talk to you today. You have to... Just give me one more chance" I begged her, I could go down on my knees for her, it's only her. Noone else matters. It's only her I want. It's her or noone. I'll be mister forever alone without her. 

"The only reason I came her today was to announce you that I have serious relationship with a boy that's way more better than you" her words was like punches in my stomach. Oh no. It was too late, she was already gone. I looked down at my black coffee.

"Since how long?" For a teenie weenie second she looked insecure, but then she changed and said:

"Like... I think... Three months"

"You were going out with me three months ago." I said and I knew that she lied. She didn't have a new boyfriend. Not at all, Claire is a baaaaad liar.

"Well... Okay, fine! I don't have a new boyfriend! So what?! I don't want you Liam what do I have to do to make you realize that?!?" She said mad and I stood up.

"Just to say what you just did" she stood also up now and looked terrified.

"Really?! So simple?!" Everyone in the cafe were looking at us now, it was a real drama going on. But I didn't care, I only cared about her.

"Yes, but just because you lied to me and that ill probably never going to see you again" I cried inside, I love her "I have to do this" I grabbed her waist and pulled her to me and I pressed my lips to hers. It was the most amazing thing ever, the best thing I've ever done. It was magic, wouldn't surprise me if there were any fireworks somewhere. And for a little moment it felt like she kissed me back. But it could might as well just be an imagination. When I let her go she looked scared at me. I just took my jacket and left the cafe. But when I passed by on my way home I saw how sad she was. I even saw how she cried. Oh my god, I love this woman so much, I can't just let her go. But on the other side, if she don't want me, she's not gonna have me.