Trapped in life

Chapter 9

*5 hours later.....*

I was still crying, I just can't handle it anymore. Especially after reliving my whole life again. Living through it once was hard but again is insane. Why couldn't Max just leave me to die? If only he knew my life then he would probably let me die. After awhile being confused and overwhelm with my thoughts and emotions, I felt someone moving their hand my back in a comforting way but that didn't help. I just kept crying but the person sat next to me.

"Who are you?"

"Who do you think sunshine?"

"Oh..... moonlight"

"So I'm guessing you got all your memory back"

"Yea......"

Max slid his hand to my check while bringing my face up. He looked at me and smile. But the kind of smile that it pains you to see but at the same time trying to lighten up the atmosphere. Then we end up hugging and I was still  crying. Shit, I never cry this was the first time.

"I'm sorry, sweetie. I know I shouldn't have gave in but it was so hard. The way you touch and spoke to me just made it harder. Then you got that perfect body that was already hard enough to ignore it. I knew that if you didn't lose your memory then you wouldn't behave like that but I don't know. I'm really sorry for everything"

"There's nothing you need to apologize I understand. I'm sorry for you stepping into my life"

"Sunshine you don't have to  be sorry, I know your past, someone told me I understand why you do things and behave toward certain people. But I would never want to hurt you, It pains me to see you like this because your not the type of person who cry for anything and I'm sorry that you been living a worst place then hell. But I truly love you. Your on my mind 24/7 since the moment I laid my eyes on you. Your an amazing person and a strong soldier to be able to make it through all that, but even the greatest warrior will fall and needs a comrade to help out. I'll do anything to make you happy."

"Moonlight, It is sweet and all but I can't do it anymore, I just can't........"

"You are doing it, the first part is just let it all out, everything you bundle up just let it out. You can"

"No......"

"Shhh.... just let it all out don't think just act..... Then I got a surprise for you afterwards"

There we were in each other hands. I was just crying the whole time while Max will kiss here then. He would say some comments here and then. Basically he was trying to cheer me up. Eventually, after hours of crying I fell asleep..............