I Fell In Love My Bestfriend (BxB) (Editing)

Chapter 4

*Ryders POV*

I got home after having an amazing time with Jordan and zoned out a bit thinking tonight. Wow what a great time we had I thought and smiled brightly.

I dragged myself to my room and fell back on my bed smiling, my mom came in the room. "Why do u look so happy?" She asked startling me.

"N-no reason" I said sitting up. Her eyes went wide as she looked at my hand.

"What happened?!" She questioned walking over to me, grabbimg my hand gently.

"I broke my wrist" I said flatly, looking at her. "Why didnt you tell me?" she asked as I pulled my hand away.

"I did..I texted you but you didn't anwser like you never do.." I said getting off my bed. "Im sorry..I was caught up with work.." she said and put her hand on my shoulder

"Your not sorry, you're always working to care about me" I said walking out my bedroom, trying to stay happy with the memory of tonight.

I went downstairs to get a water bottle and went back into my room.

"Can you just leave?" I asked mom as she looked at me. "Um..sure" she said frowning and walked out. I closed the door and walked into the bathroom connected to my room.

Yes, I have my own bathroom. I opened the cabinet, grabbed the blade I had in there, and started rolling up my sleeve.

I sank next to the tub, sighing deeply as I placed the blade against my arm, cutting lightly, then I went deeper into my skin.

I closed my eyes and smiled slightly.

I moved up my arm and placed the blade in a different spot. I cut deeper this time and continued up my arm.

I looked at my arm as the blood slid across my arm and dripped off.

I cleaned the blade off and looked at myself in the mirror.

Turning around, I twisted the shower knob letting the water gush out into the tub and down the drain. After it was warm, I undressed and stepped into the warm water as it started to wet my hair, making the water droplets fall down my face.

The water splattered on my hand wrapped with a stupid plastic bag over it and winced in pain when the water hit my arm with the cuts.

I washed my hair, then my body, and got out.

I dryed my hair wrapping a towel around my waist, and walked to my room. Pulling on sweatpants and a long sleeve Asking Alexandria shirt, I climbed into bed. I sighed as I stared my hand, slowly fading into the darkness of a deep sleep.

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I woke up, sat up, and stretched. I looked at the time.

"Damn I'm up early" I said getting up.

I got up and went to my dresser, pulling out black skinnies, red Falling in Reverse t-shirt, pulled on my braclets, and my black Vans.

I fixed my hair and smiled sadly at my reflection.

Time for another day of torture.. I sighed and walked downstairs, putting my phone into my pocket.

I walked outside and decided to head to school 15 mins early.

I got to the school and sat on the stairs, pulling my phone out.

10 mins pasted and I was in the school, standing at my opened locker getting my books out.

I was relieved that Charlie didn't come to me so far today.

I walked to class and sat down quietly. Class soon started, I was listening to music, not paying attention to the teacher.

The teacher came over to me "RYDER?!" he had to yell for me to hear him.

"WHAT!!?" I yelled pulling my earbud out, the class looked at me in shock, I never rose my voice.

I looked around at everyone.

"Stop staring at me...god damn!" I yelled again.

They class looked stunned as I stood up and walked out the class room, leaving the door slam shut.

I walked to the bathroom and wiped my face with water.

I stepped out the bathroom and it was time for lunch.

I walked to the lunch room and everyone stared at me.

I sat down and Jordan walked over to my table.

"Hey" he said smiling, I smiled back.

"Hey" I said. He leaned closer to me, I leaned in and our lips touched.

He put his arms around my waist as i put mine around his neck. He bit my lip, pulled away a lil, pulling my lip.

He let go and smiled at me. I pressed my forehead against his, looking into his eyes, and smiled back.

A few people were looking at us but I didn't care so I kissed him again, this time it was deeper, people suddenly pulled their phones out and started taking pictures, it was weird.

Once we pulled away, I looked at the people as they put there phones away.

I smirked at Jordan, I put my arm around him, and he rested his head on my shoulder.

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Lunch pasted and it was gym class,the class that I have with Jordan.

I pulled sweatpants and my short sleeve black t-shirt,leaving my bracelets on.

I walked back into the gym from the locker room and stood against the wall.

Jordan walked over to me, wearing the same thing as me,and smiled.

Girls walked over to us

"Oh my god you're the 2 kids from lunch.." her group squealed

"Can you guys do it again so I can recored it?" She asked.

"Uh..sure" I said, a little weirded out but we shrugged anyway.

We turned and faced each other, leaning closer.

The girls squealed and she started to record.

I pushed my lips onto his, licked his bottom lip, I massaged his tongue with mine, and pushed him against the wall.

His arms went around my waist,and pulled me closer. I pulled away, put my elbows on the wall beside him, and looked down at him.

He's only a little bit shorter than me.

I kissed his nose, and pulled away, backing up.

"They're so cute!" One of the girls whispered to the group. Cute?..why are people being nice to me all of a sudden?

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Theres chapter 4...sorry if this story sucks ;-; Im just bored all the time so i wanted to write this story
Sorry if im bad at writing stories
Bye <3
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