Fighting for your demons, wishing it won't win.
Pushing your limit, not defending with others.
Taking care of others, understanding and always forgiving.
Controlling your temper.
Being okay, always.
Making others happy and hurting yourself in the process.
Things that almost kill you. Physically, mentally and emotionally.
With no one to show your true color for the reason of not hurting them.
Thing is you're so selfless , you feel numb of the pain.
That's what you think, that you're no vulnerable but the truth is;
You want someone or anybody to hear those silent screams of miseries, the pain.. the hurting.
Looking tough and strong outside.
Faking it, saying you're totally fine.
I'm Nyk Cherubin Antiforda and now my story begins.
