I can't stand this hospital
Why do I have to be here, it's unfair
I don't feel any love
My room is engulfed in darkness
Where's my family?
Do they care?
Nonsense of course they care
It's for my own good, this hospital.
they are my beloved family.
They aren't trying to be unfair
My mind is being taken over by darkness
I keep telling myself it's me my family loves
love
my family loves me and they deeply care
For my grandkids are the true light to this tunnel of darkness
they are coming today, to this hospital.
but I hate them to see me like this, it's unfair
I wish I could protect my family
Sir the phone's for you, it's your family
"Dad we can't make it today" says my daughter, "but we send our love."
"No, no this is unfair!"
"Don't you care about me at all?! Don't you care?"
"I don't want to stay in this hell of a hospital!"
In rage I pushed the lamp into the darkness
I say welcome to the darkness
and sorry to my family
I can't stand this prison of a hospital
My demons are taking over I can't feel any love
How can anyone care?
This time and this life, it's all so unfair
I'm sorry this is unfair
but I am the darkness
I know deep down you truly care
My beautiful family
Please know it's you guys I will always love
I need to get out of this hospital.
Please remember I will always care and again I apologize this is unfair.
I walked in the corner of my hospital room where sat the darkness.
I wrapped the lamp cord around my neck while my family flashed through my mind and with my dying breath I felt love.
