I'm losing this fight I'm trying so hard. You say you are depressed but honey you don't know the meaning of being depressed.
You say your happy that I'm alive but baby I was never alive. I'm a ghost that no one knows about. I'm losing this battle and I want it to stay that way.
I need you I want you is what you say all these things that aren't true. I have lied saying I haven't been cutting again but I have. You say you wanna help me don't theirs no point in saving someone like me.
It's nothing I'm fine I just got some cuts infected that's what I'll say if you ask how I am. I'm sorry I tried to fight it but I couldn't I just had to cut. I want to die maybe when I'm gone you'll smile a lot more.
I want to see you smile again no tears I maybe gone but I'm happy and so should you. Just thinking of me as never being on this earth. Would you really cry if I just died? That is what I asked you but you never answered back.
You say you love me and you always want to be with me. But I know it's not true I really do love you but you love someone else. I know you have a crush on anther girl and I know you have her number.
That fine though you go be happy with her you could have told me you liked someone though I would have been happy for you. I had someone to love his name was Justin I loved him so much and I still so. But he hates me and no longer loves me.
I may want to die so I want you to move on and forget me I want you to be so much happier. I wanted you to know I was losing this battle. I'm losing my mind I'm losing my consciousness. I can't remember the last time I have smiled.
I'm losing this battle and I want you to know how I feel. I'm sinking and I can't get out I lost this battle and I'm giving up.
I am not going to fight anymore I'm going to let go I thought you loved me. It's time for me to say goodbye I hated this world and now it's my time to just go die.
So goodbye people I don't know and people I do know. I want you to know that what I do to myself is not your fault. Their was nothing you could have done to help me.
You may think this is a story but it's not I am going to die and it's going to be today. Forget about me because I know you never cared. I'm losing this battle and I'm letting go.
I don't believe anyone I don't trust anyone and I'm always fucking lied to. This is a story and it is the end so what we say is the end.
The End 😊 :)
Sasuke Uchiha Naruto get in here and put this on * Naruto walks in*
Naruto what is it Sasuke I am not putting on another sexy out fit
Sasuke Uchiha come on Naruto u have to do anything I say
Naruto fine I'll put it on *puts on outfit* I hate u Sasuke
Sasuke Uchiha: u actually look good in that sexy nun outfit anyway hope u guys liked my story
