I know longer want to live I want to die. Living sucks bad things happen people around u die. I should know everyone I love is eather dead or leaving me. I am alone and I will always be alone.
If you ever met me in real life what would you do if you saw me crying? Or what would you do if I was on the edge of a building up high and wanted to jump? Would you want to help me or let me fall?
Well it doesn't matter I'm gonna die anyways but I'm just ending my life. People ask me do you have any friends? What are friends I don't have anybody. Why are you suicidal? Well if you lived in my shoes you would be the same as me.
Do you like to cute yourself and what does it fell like? Yes I like to cut myself it takes the pain all away. You feel nothing it doesn't hurt.
I feel no pain I'm so used to it I can't feel anything anymore. I even sent myself to the hospital I had to get 254 stitches. I try so hard to kill myself but it never works out as planned.
I gonna go die so goodbye everyone *waves goodbye and pulls trigger of the gun*
