Baby,alone,teen

Chapter 3

Rayvens POV
I was driving, driving hella far two you know what that means California here I come oh and that person I was talking to was a Realtor I met a few months ago

*few months ago*
Hey mom I have to go to a friends house fast I'll meet you and the realtors place

Okay sweetie see you there

I left I didn't really have to go to a friends house but I wanted to drive alone so I could stay longer and talk to who we were gonna talk to about some stuff I just went there and waited for my mom

She got there
*after  meeting about our new house*

See you at home mom

See ya

I went back inside

Hi can I speak to that women I was just speaking to

She just left I'm sure yu can catch her out those doors

I ran as fast as I could I got to her

Ma'am I 'breathes' have 'breathes' have a 'breathes' question

Yes what it is it she asked nicely

By now I caught my breathe so I'm 18 and I want to move out of town like far but I don't want to move them not have anywhere to live how would I go about that

Well how far

Like California far

Well I actually live and own a reality place there I'm just here on business and here's my car call me later we'll talk

Okay thanks

I left

*later that day*
Phone call

Me: r realtor:a for Angie

So I want to move because I can't live here anymore I just want be away from my mom she hates me  I finished school but still want to see them and my boyfriend well he's cheating  pretty sure and I'm ready to leave

Ok well when your ready to leave call me and I can have an apartment for you, you can look T it then if you don't like it we can find something else and until we find something you can stay with me

Really thanks
End of call

After that thru the next month we got really close them I distance my self because I didn't want to hurt her when I was gonna tell her I wasn't gonna move she kept messaging me I never answered then she finally stopped and I just talked to her and now I'm gonna finally live in my dream place

Driving to Cali all I could think of was the shit made me want to leave in the first place

Flashback
Your such a whore I never wanted you I should have aborted your ugly ass your just like your aunt why do you have to act just like her your never gonna succeed in life your never gonna graduate your 17 18 soon but yet your have half a year of school left I was done when I was 16 and now look where I'm at you just sit in your room and your only leave to "go to work" but we all know your Just fucking jaysean because I don't see any money slut...

Different flashback
Baby what you doing I said walking into Jay's house he lives on his own

No response

I walk upstairs I see him on his phone

Hey baby

What the fuck are you doing here ugly ass bitch

Uhh what I'm confused

I'm sorry di di di did I stutter bitch

No I'm sorry I turned around to leave I started walking away

No baby I'm sorry I'm just bipolar come mer

Okay I jumped on him and smiled

Next flashback
I got a text from jay

J:come over😏

R: Ight be  there soon

J:love you baby😘😘

R:love you to😘💋

I drove there

I walked upstairs

He's on the bed I get into bed with him we were cuddling watching Netflix then out of no where

Get the fuck out whore I never liked you your nasty I just felt bad

Okay.. I got downstairs and he shut the door before I got outside

No baby I'm sorry I was lying I'm just depressed

It's okay baby I can help you with it

End of flashbacks

He did that for 3 and 1/2 years and I let him

My mom did that for about 5 years after my dad left when I was 13

After thinking about everything I have 30 minutes to go and I was land home

I wrapped my arm around my stomach and started talk to the baby or babies i haven't been to the doctors yet so who knows

Hey you in there I just want you to know I may be young but I can do this we will make it thru this and I will never treat you like my mom treated me and I will never let you get treated the way I did by anyone else I love you even tho I don't know you yet

Well 20 minutes and I'll be there till the let me get my shit together because we're in California now and California ain't for pussies that shits behind me I'm a new person