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sorry for the long update I was on holiday and having trouble with a lot of other things aswell so I'm going to be updating again. hope you like the story c: OOOO and i just nearly broke my compter by my skateboard landing on it and my charger broke but its a miracle that it all works and im using my sisters charger c:

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Aprils P.O.V

so I told me hero everything. not everything like my age and stuff. but still. my life is becoming worse i take more showers a day I don't go to work no more my mum rarely comes and talks to me anymore. she's more scared of my dad than I am.

I decided to go outside and go for a walk today. I got out of my bed and got a shower vigorously scrubbing my body until it was red raw. I got out and dried put on my ripped skinny jeans and a motionless in white tee. I straightened my hair so it was pin straight and I did my make up so that it could cover my bruised cheek and and my eyeliner was big.

Today was the day that black veil brides were performing in my state. I was so bummed out that I couldn't go, I would have loved to my first ever concert. that sounds really sad for a 22 year old who hasn't been to a concert and who still lives with her parents well parent and a "father".

I was walking around until i reached a park, hardly anyone was there so i decided to go and relax for a bit. I had my ipod with me so i put on some music and funnily enough black veil brides was playing and one of my favourite songs by them... Saviour, i sung along to every lyric.

I never meant to be the one who kept you from the dark

But now I know my wounds are sewn because of who you are

I will take this burden on and become the holy one

But remember I am human and I'm bound to sing this song

So hear my voice remind you not to bleed

I'm here... 

Savior will be there when you are feeling alone, oh

A savior for all that you do

So you live freely without their harm

So here I write my lullaby to all the lonely ones

Remember as you learn to try to be the one you love

So I can take this pen and teach you how to live

But what is left unsaid is the greatist gift I give

So hear my voice remind you not to bleed

I'm here... 

Savior will be there when you are feeling alone, oh

A savior for all that you do

So you live freely without their harm

Savior will be there when you are feeling alone, oh

A savior for all that you do

So you live freely without their harm

When I hear your cries praying for life

I will be there

When I hear your cries praying for light

I will be there

I will be there! 

I will always be there! 

I will be... THERE!

The song finished and just before i could change the song to city lights by motionless in white i heard someone clear their throat. I thought i was alone. I was afraid to open my eyes and take my earphones out but something told me to. I pulled one earphone out at a time and sat my self up so i was leaning on the tree. i opened my eyes and instantly wished i didnt. i looked scruffy and discusting. 

It was Andy Biersack sitting next to me. 

Andy's P.O.V

All the guys were back on the bus we only had a short break before we had to tour again, it started to get a little rowdy in the bus so i decided to step out for a cigarrette. Jake and Jinxx were constantly on there phones talking to who knows, Ash was being ash talking about boobs and chicks and CC was constantly talking about this girl April he said that he felt connected to here even though hes only spoken to her through letters.  Then there was me trying to get involved with everyone but they just ignored me. I  dont even think they know i left the bus.

I was walking around when i saw a park.looked empty apart from a girl under a tree singing to herself. She was really pretty. She had her eyes closed and was wearing skinny jeans which made her legs look perfect. I was listening to her sing when i realised that she was singing saviour by us, i can admit that she was singing it really well and was almost as good as me and a whole load of emotion even though it was quiet you could tell that that song ment alot to her.

The song finished and i cleared my throat. i could tell she heard me because her body jolted a little. she took one of her headphones out and then the other, she then propped herself up on the tree and open her eyes and they widened.

She was perfect.

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SOOOO i dont hate juliet i actually lover her shes one of my inspirations but right now in this story shes not involved neither is Lauren, i actually love there realtionships with The guys seriously but for no there not involved c: 

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