Chapter 1
*warning fanfic might be triggering*
I was listening to one direction's music on the 'I heart radio' app on my phone. I was crying when ever louis' solo came on in any of the songs. I love them so much they're the reason I'm alive.
My mother passed away last year and I had to move in with my dad in Boston. I love the city, but schools horrible I get hate everyday in all my classes because I'm not the 'richest' person in the city. My only friend is my best friend josh, we've known each other for years. when I was 5-10 years old josh was my neighbor, but his dad got a better job in Boston so they moved there then soon my parents got a divorce and my dad moved to Boston. the good thing is that I get to see josh when ever I want but the bad thing is mostly school and my dad. My dads abused me sense I was a baby, that's one of the reasons why my parents gotten a divorce.
I start thinking about one direction and how I'd never get to meet them because I'm worthless. I walk over to my bed and crawl under it and grab my box of razors, blades, paper clips, anything that I can cut with and take it out. I reach inside for the sharpest blade and pull it out. I hold it in my hand, the coldness of the blade on my skin makes me shiver. I place it on my wrist close to my vein and glide it across my arm. blood comes pouring out as a tear streams down my face. "Do you love one direction?" I hear the one of the announcements on the radio I turn around and look at my phone. I wipe my tears and put away my blades under my bed, "well, they're coming into town! they will be at the TD garden in Boston MA October 18th! And if you're the 17th caller we'll give you free back stage passes for the concert! Call 1-800-onedirection" I look at the number and memorize then think about it 'I won't win I'm worthless' but then say 'its worth a try' I quickly dial the number, it rings a couple times then someone answers 'oh so close you're the 15th caller! Try again' they say and I hang up. "come on Alex you can do this" I tell myself then call again praying that I will win. "Hello?" I saw as the phone stops ringing "yes?, caller 17?" A male voice asks. "I'm caller #17?" I ask the male voice answers again "yes" my heart starts pounding a mile a minute I can't believe I get to meet my idols "I won?!?" I ask again happy as can be. The person laughs "what's your name?" "Alexandra DaCosta" "where do you live? Address?" "52 parchment street Boston Ma" I quickly tell the man "alright! We'll send you your back stage passes have fun!" "Thank you" I say then hang up and lay on the floor I can't believe I get to meet my idols.
*end of chapter*
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