.Chapter 3
*warning fanfic may be triggering*
"I-I" I stutter not even being able to say full words. "You fucking whore" my dad sung his had over at my face. All I heard was a huge SMACK! Then the side of my face felt numb I put my hand to my face and held it as my dad walked out of the room slamming the door.
I ended up falling asleep in pain on the floor. my phone was vibrating with overloading notifications all texts from Harry. I groaned as I slowly got up and grabbed my phone it was 4:36 am and I had 8 new messages. "that's good hey, the boys and I are staying in Boston for two weeks we should all hang out sometime how about tomorrow? Xx" "Alex? Are you alright xx" "babe answer me xx" I quickly text back "sure, sorry something came up but I'm alright" then check my other messages one read "hey Alex it's Niall! Xx" I read the text over and over each time getting more and more shocked then reply "hi nialler (:" then check my other messages the rest were from josh "you alright?" "Alex" "please don't cut again" "ALEX" It's like he read my mind well him and Harry wow. "I'm alright " I reply then fall asleep again.
I wake up and my phone starts ringing "hello?" I ask in my morning voice not even checking who it was "hey babe sorry did I wake you up?" It was Harry "aw it's alright" I say getting up off the floor "would you like to hang out today" he asks shyly I giggle "of corse!" "Alright, we'll pick you up where do you live?" I was about to tell him but if my dad saw he'll kill me "um, is there somewhere I can meet you?" I ask "or wait! At the top of my street" "alright we'll be there at 3, and what street?" "Parchment street, where are we going to go after you guys pick me up?" "It's a surprise" I giggle "alright see you soon!" "See you bye!" "Bye!" . I hang up and throw my phone on my bed then check the time '1:30' shit. They'll be there soon. I look in the mirror and see my dads hand mark on my face I rub it slightly then begin to cry. I look on my bed and see my blade still out I take it and place it on my thighs then scrape it against my skin. I started to count at first how many fresh cuts I made but the there became to many and I lost track. I started bleeding a lot I ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I took a quick shower, while I was in the shower I noticed the blood from my fresh cuts pour off of my skin with the water and go down the drain. I stared crying then stepped out of the shower and turned off the water. I wrapped a towel around me and brushed my teeth then went inside my room. I walked over to my drawer and put on my bra and panties, soon I was in my closet picking out an outfit I seriously couldn't pick. I sighed as I took out black leggings and a white lose top with studs on the collar. once I had that on I put on my white toms and a couple bracelets to cover my cuts even though I already had a long sleeve shirt. I blow dried my hair and curled it then put on my makeup. I have to admit I looked good. I looked at my phone '2:57' then I got a text from Niall "were here (: xx" I replied with "alright I'm on my way (:" . I quickly grabbed my phone and climbed out the window I ran to where the boys car was and louis got out when he saw me "hey Alex!" He said as he pulled me into a hug I smiled at him as we pulled away "hey!" I said happily as we got into the car. "Ah there she is!" Niall said with a smile "hey guys!" I say looking at all of them. Wow I can't believe in in a car with one direction. Liam started driving and I was sitting next to Harry, Niall was sitting next to Harry also on the other side. zayn was sitting next to Liam and Louis sat in the seat behind me and Harry. we all started talking then zayn turned on the radio and the song 'Versace' came on and Niall and Harry started rapping as me and Louis were laughing and taking a video of it. it was all fun until Liam stopped the car "shit" he mumbled "the paps are surrounding us " zayn finished Liam's sentence. I looked out the window and saw tons of paparazzi's around the car. Liam rolls down his window as one of them gets a picture of him "who's the girl in the back?" One of them asks "you're new sex toy?" Another asks "Harry is that your girlfriend?" "is she breaking apart Larry?" They all started shouting out questions then Liam rolled up the window "I'm sorry about them" zayn said to me softly "it's alright" I say slowly I look at a picture on twitter that josh tagged me in "@sorryharry Look!" He commented. I looked at the picture it was a picture of me and Harry siting in the back seat of the car. I think to myself damn they show people pictures fast. then on the picture it said 'one directions sex toy' I stare at the picture shocked then Harry and Louis look over at my phone and notice it. I start getting hate tweets and messages. I throw my phone on the floor of the car as the paps start to leave the area. "Babe it will be fine" Harry said softly "no, people hate me already" I say snapping back at him he sighed then said "boys you know what to do" they all went on there phones and went on to twitter "what's your twitter user?" Louis asked "it's embarrassing..." I say looking at Harry Louis laughs "come on" I sigh then slowly and quietly say "@sorryharry" Harry blushes and the rest of the boys laugh. My phone starts vibrating with notifications '5 new mentions' a notification says as I click on it "@niallofficial leave @sorrharry alone alright, she's just our friend" "@harry_styles come on guys @sorryharrys just out amazing new best friend, leave her alone" "@real_liam_payne you guys stop @sorryharrys out new best friend nothing else" "@louis_tomlinson don't be rude to @sorryharry she's amazing" "@zaynmalik @sorryharry is just a friend stop giving her hate" I look over at the boys and smile "thank you so much" I say "you're welcome babe" Harry says as I hug him "no problem!" Louis shouts "anything for you babe" Niall says "no problem" zayn and Liam say. I look down at my notifications "@harrys_mine_beyotvh listen you whore, leave Harry alone alright?" I look down at the comment and ignore it. Liam starts the car again because the paps finally left and he starts driving. I started trending on twitter as "#onedirectionssextoy" someone messaged me on twitter saying "commit suicide" that's when I lost it and started crying. I looked out the window so the boys wouldn't notice but Louis did.
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