Goodbye My Abusive Alpha Mate

Chapter 3

*Kale's POV*

I ran. I ran as fast as I could trying to will my legs to go faster.

All the while I had to fight off the terrible ache my heart was feeling. It was weighing me down. Piercing my soul and ripping away my very being. My mate is leaving. She can't! I won't let her! I have lost to much as it is!

As soon as I was at my front door, I burst in. I ran upstairs without a second thought. It was empty. I threw the closet door open, nothing. All of her clothes were gone.

I had to call her. I needed to find her. She is all I have left.

My wolf was silent during everything that was happening. Why? I have no clue.

RING!RING!RING!

"Kale, please don't. Please don't make me have to tell you the truth," I heard her speak.

"What truth? What are you talking about? Where are you?!" I questioned with panic in my voice.

"The truth is I'm leaving because I...I don't want to love you any longer," she said lowly.

"WHAT?! NO! I WILL NOT ALLOW IT! I...I love you...please," I said back with pain in my voice.

"You love me?! How do you show your love Kale!" she yelled becoming angry.

I stayed silent.

"Do you show it when your hitting me? Is that you showing your love? By hurting me? What? Are the bruises a mark of your love? Are the scars a forever reminder of how much you LOVED me? Are the tears you caused me to shed a sign of affection from you? How many times did I cry myself to sleep trying to convince myself of your love for me? Was I not enough? Did I not satisfy you enough that you had to run to different whores to satisfy yourself?" she asked me question by question with a voice so broken that every word slashed at me like a blade.

"I-I-I-I," I stuttered unable to utter anything proper.

"Haven't you ripped my heart up enough?" she whispered to me in a voice so filled with pain that every being in me wanted to scream their lungs out to the world and show their pain and self-hatred.

"You ripped up my heart so it's pieces lay in your hands but...where has yours gone?" with that the line went dead. 

I broke down than and there. I threw the phone and punched anything in sight.

I fell to my knees in agony. How? How could she do this to me?

She knows how much I have lost. How much pain I feel every day.

'Do you understand ANYTHING your saying?!' my wolf finally came out yelling.

"What are you saying?" I asked my wolf.

'I'm saying did you ever think that EVERYTHING your feeling she feels too?! All the pain she ggoes through alone and the whole time she still tries and helps you through it! She has been strong for YOU! She's alone every step of the way! And YOU only cause her more agony! Your all she had left! And you broke her even more!This was coming for a long time now!......remember she lost her child just the same as you did...she knows perfectly well all the pain you feel.......'

He's right....all this time I have been drowning in all my self-pity I never realized how much in pain she was in. What kind of person am I? I'm cold and heartless. Where did my heart go?

I threw my head in my hands as I cried.

I am the murderer who killed his own lover's heart.

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