Is it okay to love you?

Chapter 2

"He's just so good looking!" Jenny exclaimed throwing herself back on my bed. Once again i'm reminded of Sehun's face looking back at me. I couldn't stop thinking about it. His eyes, his smile, the way his lips felt against mine.

 "Are you paying attention to me?" Jenny snapped her fingers in front of me. "Yeah, yeah," I said shaking my head clear of the thoughts. "Are you okay?" She asked studying my face. "I'm fine, just a little out of it, that's all." I smiled and jumped from my chair. "So when do you plan on seeing him again?" I asked casually brushing my hair. "I don't know, but you have to help me," She said sighing. "I'm getting no where with him," She sat up and began going through my closet.

"We should see him again tonight!" She said excitedly. "Two nights in a row? Don't you think that's a little much?" I said looking around at my room. That's too much for me! I shouldn't see him again, not for a while, I thought.  She bit her lip and looked up at me.

"Will that make me seem desperate?" She asked worriedly. I shrugged my shoulders and headed into the bathroom to fix my hair. Why would he suddenly just kiss me like that? He was being such a jerk in front of Jenny, I wondered.

I heard a shriek come from my bedroom. I ran back into where Jenny was at. "He texted! He's asking to hang out! Don't worry he said you could come too," She said beaming at me. I laughed at her eager smile but silently gulped. Of course he wants me to come! He probably wants to finish our little rendezvous from last night. Well that's not happening mister! I thought silently making a promise to me.

Jenny stood up and started jumping up and down. "This is good right? This means he likes me, right?" She grabbed my arm and held it tightly. "What should i wear?" She started throwing clothes out of her overnight bag. I laughed and picked several outfit choices off the floor.

"You planned for this?" I asked looking at the pair of jean shorts I was holding. "Just in case," She winks at me and continues going through her bag. "Have you seen his eyes?  They're so sparkly," she sighs dreamily. "They look better up close," I mumbled under my breath. "What was that?" She asked waiting for an answer. "Nothing," I said back immediately. She gave me a weird look but thankfully said nothing of it.

"He invited us over to where he lives," Jenny said looking at her phone. I smiled to myself thinking of seeing Sehun again. I know this is wrong, I shouldn't be thinking about him like this. Jenny shakes me from my thoughts by saying,"We have an hour to get ready!" She jumps up to find something to change into. I laugh as she scrambles around my room. "We have plenty of time to get ready, Jenny," I say casually pulling my hair up into a bun. Maybe if i dress lazy today he won't be as attracted to me as he was last night, I think slipping on a pair of sweatpants.

I decide to leave the shirt that i slept in on instead of searching for a new one. Jenny walks out of the bathroom, hair curled and pulled up. She glances at what i'm wearing. "Are you seriously wearing that?" She asks tugging on her shirt that's just a little bit too short. I nodded and looked up at her. "Whats wrong with it? Not like i'm trying to impress anybody," I say bending back down to tie my shoelaces.

"What if you meet someone that you may like?" She says suggestively wiggling her eyebrows. I roll my eyes and stand up. "Yeah okay, I doubt that." Though i couldn't help picturing Sehun's face. I shook the image from my head and grabbed my keys off the counter.

"Tell him to text us the address," I said as we walked to my car. I climbed into the driver's seat and put on my seat belt. "Here's the address," Jenny pulls up the GPS to help us find where to go.

As soon as we reached our destination, I saw Sehun emerge from the building in front of us. Jenny immediately started smiling when she noticed him. My eyes drifted towards his lips and i remembered how soft they felt against my skin.

All of a sudden i heard a tap on my window. It was Sehun. "Plan on getting out of the car anytime soon?" He teased as i opened the car door. Jenny blushed while i rolled my eyes. "I'm flattered you both took the time to check me out, but there's some people i'd like you to meet," Sehun said smirking at me. I scoffed. "Please, there's plenty others I would much rather check out than you,"I said pushing past him.

"Wait! You don't know where you're going!" Jenny yelled walking beside Sehun. "It's that one right?" I said pointing to the building we just saw Sehun come out of. I heard Sehun laugh as I rang the doorbell. A very attractive guy opens the door while laughing. "And who might you be?" The guy says while glancing behind me. "Chen, meet Mina and her friend, Jenny," Sehun said laughing at my shocked face. "Use your words, Mina." Sehun said patting my shoulder and walking past us to head inside. 

"I'm... uh... gonna." I stuttered pointing to the door and disappearing inside. I followed Sehun and Jenny into the living area. Why are there so many guys?! I wondered as they all stared at me while i walked. I looked down at my sweatpants. Dammit! I should've listened to Jenny, I thought a little embarrassed they were seeing me like this.

"Ah! Just in time for dinner!" Another older guy said clapping his hands together. Sehun smiled at how uneasy i looked. "That's Suho, he kinda makes the rules around here," He whispered towards Jenny and I. "Who are they?" I asked quietly pointing towards the group of guys staring me down.

"Well that's Baekhyun, Chen, Chanyeol, Xiumin, D.O, Lay, and Kai." Sehun said quickly. Oh my god! I thought. How am i ever gonna remember who's who? Sehun and the rest of the guys saw my scared expression on my face and laughed.  "Don't worry, it'll get easier to remember," Suho said. At least i know who he is, I thought chuckling to myself. "Let's sit!" Suho started bringing food in from the kitchen.

I slowly sat down in the chair that one of the guys had pulled out for me. "Thanks..." I trailed off not knowing his name. "D.O," the guy said helping me out. I smiled and thanked him again. Sehun sat beside me. Again!? There's like nine other places he could've sat and he chose the spot next to me?

I tried to scoot further away from him. He noticed this and put his hand on my knee until the others were settled and sitting down. I tried to pry his hand off my knee but to no avail. Jenny saw me struggling and raised an eyebrow at me. I smiled back at her and she slowly began to eat again.

Meanwhile Sehun's hand began traveling upwards. I tried to keep my cool but when it reached my inner thigh i freaked out. "Okay! Well i'm going to the bathroom," I said jumping up. Sehun chuckled under his breath. I walked towards the nearest bathroom i saw and shut the door.

As i was fixing my hair and trying to relax, the door opened. I jumped but it was only Sehun. "What do you think you were doing out there!?" I whisper/shouted so the others wouldn't hear. "Sorry, my hands are used to getting what they want," Sehun says nonchalantly winking. 

I gulped and backed away a little more. He chuckles and steps forward placing his lips on mine. I can't let this happen again! But i don't want to stop, I thought deepening the kiss. Sehun's arms snaked around my waist as he pulled me closer. I was way too involved in the kiss to notice a figure standing behind Sehun.

"I can't believe you would do this to me," Jenny said on the verge of tears. "And to think, I came to see if you were okay. Clearly, you're doing just fine," She said a tear streaming down her cheek. "Jenny.. I." I started to say. "Save it," Jenny stopped me and turned around running out the door. 

I don't know what was more annoying, the fact that Sehun was just standing there smiling or that Jenny ran out without giving me a chance to explain.